Sigh I miss her
I don't understand, she's blocking me now from things like myspace and aim... I haven't even tried talking to her... why am I being punished... I haven't done anything wrong.
I'm being made to look like I'm crazy! I'm not fucking crazy. She's the one saying she's having visions, and meditates and all this crap. She says gods disapointed in us, and the end of the world is coming, yet I'm the one who's being called crazy. Ha fucking funny.
This happened before when I liked Sam, she was being used and I tried to help then I became the bad guy... wtf. Then once with a girl I liked, she liked me and some other guy. The other guy fucks his best friends gf's, has gone to jail, does drugs, and is just a horrible person. But because I failed to see the good in him, I became the bad guy.
I'm telling you, I'm not fit for this world. I don't think I'm perfect, but I do think I have better standards then alot of people... It's like the world I should be in doesn't exsist. My thearpist said I have a problem accepting things, like I want to fix to many things... I agree but whats the point in just giving up.
"If I promise to go to church on Sunday
Will you go with me on Friday night?
If you live with me, I'll die for you
And this compromise"
I'm being made to look like I'm crazy! I'm not fucking crazy. She's the one saying she's having visions, and meditates and all this crap. She says gods disapointed in us, and the end of the world is coming, yet I'm the one who's being called crazy. Ha fucking funny.
This happened before when I liked Sam, she was being used and I tried to help then I became the bad guy... wtf. Then once with a girl I liked, she liked me and some other guy. The other guy fucks his best friends gf's, has gone to jail, does drugs, and is just a horrible person. But because I failed to see the good in him, I became the bad guy.
I'm telling you, I'm not fit for this world. I don't think I'm perfect, but I do think I have better standards then alot of people... It's like the world I should be in doesn't exsist. My thearpist said I have a problem accepting things, like I want to fix to many things... I agree but whats the point in just giving up.
"If I promise to go to church on Sunday
Will you go with me on Friday night?
If you live with me, I'll die for you
And this compromise"