I can't breathe
My eyes won't dry out, and it's getting really hard to breathe.
Amy left me.
While I kinda understand, a huge part of me is extremly confused and hurt.
She needs to find god, and fix her life.
But I don't understand why she wants to leave me.
It HAD to be my fault, I did something wrong.
I just had to of, why else would she leave me when I was so in love with her.
"God" what the hell did I do to you? Why do you keep screwing my life up, when do I get to finally be happy? Sure I was happy with Amy, but then you took it all away from me! Just like you did with Josh, and Sam. Why can't you give me some peace after all this misery? If you think I don't have enough faith, then understand why. My life keeps fucking up, how am I supposed to have faith when life always seems so low.
Damnit I miss her.
I'm not going to date again. I've been with enough girls, and I'm positive Amy was, and is the "one". I have no need to date again, I found what I was looking for. All I can do is hope things will work out in the end if it was true love.
Damn it hurts, I keep thinking I'm going to wake up soon, like after a bad nightmare. But I haven't...
Fuck.
Amy left me.
While I kinda understand, a huge part of me is extremly confused and hurt.
She needs to find god, and fix her life.
But I don't understand why she wants to leave me.
It HAD to be my fault, I did something wrong.
I just had to of, why else would she leave me when I was so in love with her.
"God" what the hell did I do to you? Why do you keep screwing my life up, when do I get to finally be happy? Sure I was happy with Amy, but then you took it all away from me! Just like you did with Josh, and Sam. Why can't you give me some peace after all this misery? If you think I don't have enough faith, then understand why. My life keeps fucking up, how am I supposed to have faith when life always seems so low.
Damnit I miss her.
I'm not going to date again. I've been with enough girls, and I'm positive Amy was, and is the "one". I have no need to date again, I found what I was looking for. All I can do is hope things will work out in the end if it was true love.
Damn it hurts, I keep thinking I'm going to wake up soon, like after a bad nightmare. But I haven't...
Fuck.