Nov 16, 2006 17:36
"So tired of the crap weather" is what someone said to me on this rainy Thursday afternoon. I have been very melancholy the past few days and I hope this is mood or mind set is not a prelude to the coming winter. Cabin fever is the worst and I went through a bad spell of it last year and don't care for a repeat performance this year. I was thinking last night what I will do next week, next month and in the very rapidly approaching new year. I have promised myself to start attending dance classes in '07 just to keep this aging body in motion. I have also started doing community work to keep me busy and to just expand my circle of friends. I also think I will hold back on love and romance until after the holidays just b/c I don't feel obligated to buy a gift for someone I just met and may not see again. To tell the real truth, I just don't think my heart is into dealing with the stress of the holiday, my family in an upset and a love interest all at once. But as always, I will remain open to anyone that may come along regardless of the season. It would be nice to have a cuddle partner during the snowy season though!! Peace to you all.
fuck off toby!!