Mar 12, 2009 13:19
Fairy tales don't exist.
They are part of a woman's hope to find herself in a better situation then she currently is, meaning, it's our female wish to be saved, rescued. Not by ourselves, but by someone else. A prince in a white horse, as many would like.
See, fairy tales don't exist.
They are part of our imagination, and we should definetly NOT deposite our hope of happyness in someone else. Glory will come to me if I work for it, so will success, and everything else. It all depends on ME! ME! ME! MEMEMEMEME!
So, bottomline, I have to stop thinking of you as my prince in a shinning armour, someone to save me, rescue me from my own, profissional hell.Because it will be hard, and it wll be dificult, I'd be changing from one situation to another, completely different, but definetly not easier. Perhaps, I will like that situation more then I like my current one.I dont know. Perhaps I will be "saved"by you. But that just doesn't compute in my head.
I have to save myself. Fairy tales don't exist.They are not real, they are just stupid expectations. I'm responsible for my life, ME!MEMEMEMEME!
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please, save me...
confused,
hopeful,
in love