Babbling, I Guess
I don't really know where to start off as I'm generally in a good mood right now. So, I'm just going to go on about somethings.
Okay, I lie way too much. And I'm really good at it. I missed 2 classes this week and told absolute bullshit excuses, but got away with it. But I already knew this about me. I'm an actress, I know how to lie and get away with it. And of course having a mother who is a pro at it doesn't hurt it either.
But sometimes, I wish I didn't. I mean I'm getting better at not lying. Especially with the group of people I've recently started hanging out with. I figured that if they didn't accept me for me, then that was alright. I mean I don't lie about myself, but sometimes like I'll say something and I think "Why did I say that? That wasn't remotely true."
But this has actually decreased a lot. I only find myself thinking that when I'm not with my friends. So I'm progressing. I guess.
I'm getting really anxious about school. Especially Math. I think I'm going to wake up a bit earlier than normal and do some more studying. Or else I will fail that class and I just can't afford to. I have a tutor thing tomorrow at 4 though, so that's good. I think I just have to pace myself for it.
Oh yeah, and I forgot. I was playing DDR with Ryan and Haya today and I guess I am now playing Standard. I fucking did 8th notes without thinking about it. I couldn't even do that when I used to play on Standard. It was really hard for my feet and brain to connect like that, but it happened tonight! Yeah!!
Oh and I also took a pic with Ryan hugging the DDR machine after he AA'd My Summer Love on Heavy. (Sorry, Haya.)
Well, that's it for tonight. Sleepy time.
Kimmie
Okay, I lie way too much. And I'm really good at it. I missed 2 classes this week and told absolute bullshit excuses, but got away with it. But I already knew this about me. I'm an actress, I know how to lie and get away with it. And of course having a mother who is a pro at it doesn't hurt it either.
But sometimes, I wish I didn't. I mean I'm getting better at not lying. Especially with the group of people I've recently started hanging out with. I figured that if they didn't accept me for me, then that was alright. I mean I don't lie about myself, but sometimes like I'll say something and I think "Why did I say that? That wasn't remotely true."
But this has actually decreased a lot. I only find myself thinking that when I'm not with my friends. So I'm progressing. I guess.
I'm getting really anxious about school. Especially Math. I think I'm going to wake up a bit earlier than normal and do some more studying. Or else I will fail that class and I just can't afford to. I have a tutor thing tomorrow at 4 though, so that's good. I think I just have to pace myself for it.
Oh yeah, and I forgot. I was playing DDR with Ryan and Haya today and I guess I am now playing Standard. I fucking did 8th notes without thinking about it. I couldn't even do that when I used to play on Standard. It was really hard for my feet and brain to connect like that, but it happened tonight! Yeah!!
Oh and I also took a pic with Ryan hugging the DDR machine after he AA'd My Summer Love on Heavy. (Sorry, Haya.)
Well, that's it for tonight. Sleepy time.
Kimmie