You Idiot
I'm hinging my ability to be happy on having a girlfriend, when in reality there are already things around me that I can embrace that I'm neglecting.
and I keep posting this stuff on the interwebs like the 16 year old version of myself.
Fact is, if I don't write it (type it?) then I'll forget it.
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Just finished all 8 seasons of Scrubs. My favorite TV show ever (I do believe they no other show will come along that I'll like as much. I mean really, in the days of the torrent, something must be said about me actually buying a DVD) and I really think that I've emersed myself so much in the story, probably due to my inability to be content with my normal day to day, that I haven't been myself at all these last few months. See, I watch alot of TV, I don't really know what else to do and the Thursday lineup is really good on NBC. So I ask/tell myself "if I can only be like that character, then I'll heed their rewards". Dammit it's a TV show, there's a script, there's no script here in the real world. So I guess being done with Scrubs is the best thing for me, now without watching it night in and night out I won't have a character to attach myself to and I'll just be me; and not a psydo mix of Dr. Cox and J.D.
I set goals for myself in 2009 and I met a few of them, but right now with my future on track I think I just need to keep it simple. For 2010 I need to just be myself.
I hope I wrote so much that no one reads this.
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