thursdays should go die.
ok get ready for alot of complaining.you don't all have to read it.but i guess the ones that love me will.because im sad.and i need someone to comfort me.and jesses sick,and it makes me even sadder.:(
As you all know,my mother sucks.my father sucks.both are acholics.and my dad uses a drug.id rather not talk about.so today my dad,came by the house w/ money for me.(he cant stay long in the driveway,because of the restraining order on him)and so..i got my money.came in the house.and it was only me & my mom at home first.and i had a feeling something was going wrong.so i just stayed up and watched tv.cuz she was downstairs.and i was getting a feeling she was drinking.and of course she was because i always have bad fucking Thursdays.and its thursday.even though its me and jesse's 1 WEEK.(iloveyou)so..then she came upstairs,and i could smell it off her breath and everything.so i got really bummed out,because she went awhile without drinking.but i guess she always gets weak when spring&summer are comming..i don't know why,me and my sister noticed this.so then,my brother came home.and he noticed it too.and he gets angry.rather tahn upset.so he started yelling at her.which i don't blame him,it just would of been better if he handeled it in another way..but anways,so i guess he finally got to her.and she left.so now shes probley out roaming the streets of billerica.im so angry.i don't know how she drinks.like when she is sober,doesnt she think whats guna happen after...?i just don't get it.my mother&father both have problems.and im happy my dad doesnt live here right now,even though i miss him..it would just make things worst.because then he'd yell at her and all.so i guess i should be a little happy right? whatever.things are so messed up.and i just want a normal family im sick of having mixed feelings.it fucking sucks.
( ok im done with the family complaining ) .
Today in school was good.i saw my jesse<3 alot.and we hugged and held hands.he makes me happy.hes my only good thursday.
+Came home,watched tv.watched SpiceWorldand did absolutley nothing.
Thank you dan for letting me complain to you.
And Joe,for getting me spice girls pictures to make me happy.
<3.
this wont mean a thing come tomorrow.
♥
As you all know,my mother sucks.my father sucks.both are acholics.and my dad uses a drug.id rather not talk about.so today my dad,came by the house w/ money for me.(he cant stay long in the driveway,because of the restraining order on him)and so..i got my money.came in the house.and it was only me & my mom at home first.and i had a feeling something was going wrong.so i just stayed up and watched tv.cuz she was downstairs.and i was getting a feeling she was drinking.and of course she was because i always have bad fucking Thursdays.and its thursday.even though its me and jesse's 1 WEEK.(iloveyou)so..then she came upstairs,and i could smell it off her breath and everything.so i got really bummed out,because she went awhile without drinking.but i guess she always gets weak when spring&summer are comming..i don't know why,me and my sister noticed this.so then,my brother came home.and he noticed it too.and he gets angry.rather tahn upset.so he started yelling at her.which i don't blame him,it just would of been better if he handeled it in another way..but anways,so i guess he finally got to her.and she left.so now shes probley out roaming the streets of billerica.im so angry.i don't know how she drinks.like when she is sober,doesnt she think whats guna happen after...?i just don't get it.my mother&father both have problems.and im happy my dad doesnt live here right now,even though i miss him..it would just make things worst.because then he'd yell at her and all.so i guess i should be a little happy right? whatever.things are so messed up.and i just want a normal family im sick of having mixed feelings.it fucking sucks.
( ok im done with the family complaining ) .
Today in school was good.i saw my jesse<3 alot.and we hugged and held hands.he makes me happy.hes my only good thursday.
+Came home,watched tv.watched SpiceWorldand did absolutley nothing.
Thank you dan for letting me complain to you.
And Joe,for getting me spice girls pictures to make me happy.
<3.
this wont mean a thing come tomorrow.
♥