This is the time to remember, cause it will not last forever.

[lost_without_u]

this moment is the begining of the rest of the life that will be different
from here it can only go down
and then to complete defeat
and then to the repair part
and then its just over
its just not fair
it never gets to get better
everything usually at LEAST gets better
but not this time...and i have NO control over it