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Well this week was a weird week, to say the least. I'm one of the luckiest people in the entire world. The friends and family and people I paid to work with.. and seriously the best I could imagine... a particular situation this week made me realize how much I would be completely lost without those people, even if it's just someone to talk to until 4:30 in the morning with, laughing until I realize how unfunny the whole thing was. Knowing people care and would do things to make sure I was okay, it's something I will be grateful for forever.
But for some reason, this week just wasn't good. I mean, I had Monday off of classes and then on Tuesday, one of my profesors had jury duty and the other only kept us for about 20 minutes to review a bit (stats, eek..). Then Wednesdays are easy days for me, and Thursday was just a boring class and the stats test. I think I did fairly to extremely well on the test. I finished relatively quickly and checked everything over, but stats isn't exactly easy for me so I don't know if I made a ton of errors. Oh well, I think I'll find out Tuesday hopefully. But on the bright side, that means no midterm for Stats :) yay to that.
All week.. I had a weird feeling... and not necessarily bad, just weird. I think I miss something.. but I really can't for the life of me figure out what it is that I need or want or whatever. Maybe it's my lack of interest with a boy. I've kinda made ammends with the loser and things are patched up there very well. I got extremely close with another loser (boys=losers ? seems to be fair.) this week but it's completely and only on friends terms. Otherwise, I can't even imagine another interest. A few long lost losers have came around, but I'm not too interested. My life is stable, very stable.. for right now and I'm more than happy with the people I confide in and am close to, I just don't wanna change that.
The afore mentioned loser who I am starting to talk to more, who is still in high school made me realize a few things.. with help of the awesome older brothers I have seemed to acquired. I'm so content with so many changes I have made in my life in the past year. Looking back on high school, the people I talked to and hung out with and liked, were really just all about the wrong reasons. I think I did everything for the wrong reasons in high school, or maybe just I did everything wrong. I wish I had less friends and more acquaintances for some reason. I wish I liked acquaintances actually.. but I love the decisions I've made since then. I think I blamed everything changing on everyone else, and now I'm starting to realize that I was the one who was changing so much.
In other great news, I got pulled over for the first time last night. It was around 11 cause I had to run home and get changed after work.. on Aurora.. but didn't get pulled over til I was off of Como... and I saw him turn around on Aurora. The guy was young.. and fairly good looking lol.. and let me go with a "slow down for me hun". I always thought I'd be so scared and cry the first time and to be honest, I wasn't all that scared at all. Ha oh well, it was about time, I've been saying for weeks that I have never been pulled over or gotten into an accident yet and I'll be 19. I told my parents that I deserve the right to sell my shit wagon and buy myself a new vehicle. I think I'll refrain from telling them about this... lol and maybe I'll actually drive more carefully. eh.
Not much else is of any significance. I plan on giving Dave a call this week about credits transfering.. and get that rolling for the summer. Gotta figure out summer classes and all that jazz too. I think I'm gunna co-coach a cheerleading team in the fall too for town. It's a ton of time to give up, but I think I'd be awesome and something that would be good for me. I went to the SPCA for the second time in a month this weekend. Pumpkin was gone and the others were cute, but not what I would want... I'll keep hoping and waiting.
I wrote a nice paper on the Buffalo Bills leaving WNY today for my marketing class. I wouldn't say I'm a loyal fan, although the pride and history is something I know about, I knew absolutely nothing besides the fact that Toronto is a possiblity until today of course. I have a much larger appreciation from talking to so many people and reading so many articles. I hate to sound naive but they're staying here... and I love Buffalo. :) lol.
Guess that's all. New manager at the k and blane finally comes back from vacation tomorrow. I couldn't possibly want to see another human being more than I want to see him. He called when he got back from NC yesterday.. i reallllly missed him even though it was less than two weeks. makes me think of e, who i dont think i've visited since the beginning of the semester. he's due for a visit during spring break probably. i'm sure i'll write more about new manager eric soon too... *stabs self and dies in the name of the old k*
But for some reason, this week just wasn't good. I mean, I had Monday off of classes and then on Tuesday, one of my profesors had jury duty and the other only kept us for about 20 minutes to review a bit (stats, eek..). Then Wednesdays are easy days for me, and Thursday was just a boring class and the stats test. I think I did fairly to extremely well on the test. I finished relatively quickly and checked everything over, but stats isn't exactly easy for me so I don't know if I made a ton of errors. Oh well, I think I'll find out Tuesday hopefully. But on the bright side, that means no midterm for Stats :) yay to that.
All week.. I had a weird feeling... and not necessarily bad, just weird. I think I miss something.. but I really can't for the life of me figure out what it is that I need or want or whatever. Maybe it's my lack of interest with a boy. I've kinda made ammends with the loser and things are patched up there very well. I got extremely close with another loser (boys=losers ? seems to be fair.) this week but it's completely and only on friends terms. Otherwise, I can't even imagine another interest. A few long lost losers have came around, but I'm not too interested. My life is stable, very stable.. for right now and I'm more than happy with the people I confide in and am close to, I just don't wanna change that.
The afore mentioned loser who I am starting to talk to more, who is still in high school made me realize a few things.. with help of the awesome older brothers I have seemed to acquired. I'm so content with so many changes I have made in my life in the past year. Looking back on high school, the people I talked to and hung out with and liked, were really just all about the wrong reasons. I think I did everything for the wrong reasons in high school, or maybe just I did everything wrong. I wish I had less friends and more acquaintances for some reason. I wish I liked acquaintances actually.. but I love the decisions I've made since then. I think I blamed everything changing on everyone else, and now I'm starting to realize that I was the one who was changing so much.
In other great news, I got pulled over for the first time last night. It was around 11 cause I had to run home and get changed after work.. on Aurora.. but didn't get pulled over til I was off of Como... and I saw him turn around on Aurora. The guy was young.. and fairly good looking lol.. and let me go with a "slow down for me hun". I always thought I'd be so scared and cry the first time and to be honest, I wasn't all that scared at all. Ha oh well, it was about time, I've been saying for weeks that I have never been pulled over or gotten into an accident yet and I'll be 19. I told my parents that I deserve the right to sell my shit wagon and buy myself a new vehicle. I think I'll refrain from telling them about this... lol and maybe I'll actually drive more carefully. eh.
Not much else is of any significance. I plan on giving Dave a call this week about credits transfering.. and get that rolling for the summer. Gotta figure out summer classes and all that jazz too. I think I'm gunna co-coach a cheerleading team in the fall too for town. It's a ton of time to give up, but I think I'd be awesome and something that would be good for me. I went to the SPCA for the second time in a month this weekend. Pumpkin was gone and the others were cute, but not what I would want... I'll keep hoping and waiting.
I wrote a nice paper on the Buffalo Bills leaving WNY today for my marketing class. I wouldn't say I'm a loyal fan, although the pride and history is something I know about, I knew absolutely nothing besides the fact that Toronto is a possiblity until today of course. I have a much larger appreciation from talking to so many people and reading so many articles. I hate to sound naive but they're staying here... and I love Buffalo. :) lol.
Guess that's all. New manager at the k and blane finally comes back from vacation tomorrow. I couldn't possibly want to see another human being more than I want to see him. He called when he got back from NC yesterday.. i reallllly missed him even though it was less than two weeks. makes me think of e, who i dont think i've visited since the beginning of the semester. he's due for a visit during spring break probably. i'm sure i'll write more about new manager eric soon too... *stabs self and dies in the name of the old k*