Bret? Updating LiveJournal? Whoaz.

Jan 31, 2007 23:30

Woah! It's a-me Brettio!

I missed doing two or three of the most important updates of a year, Christmas, my "Back in '06" and New Year's.

Okay, I got what I wanted, Twilight Princess for Gamecube - as well as some nice clothing, and other random things.
I have long since beaten Zelda, hehe.

2006 was the best year of my life, the most terrific and terrifically horrible things have happened, and I can say I have learned far more in 2006 than in any other year of my life thus far. Note that I was making many posts in November that were generally depressing, it was a depressing month - a great uncle had died, and so many things have gone wrong. Subsequently, early in December, I met Mike. I don't believe in karma, but I do in what it stands for, what it tries to entail, anyhow. 2006 will also be remembered because of the great times I had at Perth Collegiate, and things like going out much more and getting a license, finally.

New Year's was fun, I was at a friend of Mike's party - he got drunk off of two Smirnoff's, and I got only tipsy off of two glasses of wine, 4 jelly shooters, 2 Smirnoff and a rum and coke. Grr, sometimes I want to be a cheap drunk. It was fun, Mike spilt my drink on me, but I had fun anyway.

So, the first month of 2007 has come to a close, and I decided to update on issues as of late.
I think I'm at the stage where everything about being at home pisses me off, I think this was helped by spending more time with Mike and taking care of things outside of my house. I now crave a more individualistic lifestyle, I really do. I've come to the point where I'm annoyed at my three dogs, particularly my shihtzu Milo - constantly - and I'm very fed up with my sister; she's 31, is incredibly lazy, even moreso now that her leg's much BETTER - the only things she'll do for herself are make popcorn and change the channel. It bothers me when she mocks, or yells for no real reason. I'm just very bitter, I don't wish to be around these things anymore. My sister is the same person she was years ago, if not even more lazy - I remember back when she tried to date people.
I don't know, the only person or thing left that doesn't drive me insane is my mom, in fact, I find my attitude towards her much more normal (in terms of a healthy son to mother relationship), and the only times I'd yell is to get my sister to shut up when she yells at my mom. Maybe I'm just confused, as confused as how confusing this post must be to read.

Bottom line is, I want out, I want a new routine. I want a new job with better pay and more hours - I'm thinking of applying in the city, getting room and board with someone I'm close to before being able to carry myself and share an appartment lease with someone - which could very well take long, especially being where I'm at now.

On another note, I took the Smart Serve course today, I don't know if I really want to bartend or anything related quite yet, but I did it for the resume - it'll be a very good addition, even to jobs that don't tie in with such a course at all. They may think that I'm awesome for taking the initiative to do such a thing. Who knows?

Anyway, I just felt like updating on some things. I know I'm not online often anymore, I don't really want to be, haha.

Take care, everyone.
Previous post
Up