Dreams...
Work is fine, it gives me something to do when I need it.
My last cheque was $248.58, pretty god, although I signed it all off to my mom to cover her effing insurance, so I have no money for a time. She said she'll reimburse me when she gets paid. She really should because I have many plans this weekend. Otherwise, I wouldn't care so much.
My computer got attacked and killed by something while I was gone, and crashed entirely, and thus is why I am on my laptop. All of my music files, lyrics and various writings and miscellaneous things are on it and are quite possibly gone. Especially since the only way I can get Windows back on that computer is to reinstall it, which I cannot do because the CD Drive hasn't worked in a long time.
>_<
My shift yesterday quickly turned from easiest and most boring to most annoying and hellish. I ended up having to make my area clean and shiny because an inspector was coming or something. It was rather annoying. AND I WAS STARVING. Thankfully employees can be fed meals at work for free, I was just before my shift ended. Anyway, I'm working over 40 hours for the next payment, that should be around $300 or more.
Anyway...
I had a strange dream last night, which involved the end of the world due to oversized electrical explosives. Haha, how odd. Anyway, I was watching the end of the world unfolding from my back window, even though everything looked fine from where I was - there were various cameras on TV that were watching as certain areas of the wotld were vaporized. Uugh. And what was weirder was it was on Star Daily, which my sister was watching. Apparently Star Daily was the only entertainment news program that wasn't utterly destroyed by whatever.
Anyway, I kept watching out the window at the red sky, a beautiful sunset was outside my window, the trees were blowing ever so slightly, and every house seemed out of a picture book. And it happed, off in the distance I saw something slowly lobbing from the clouds, and was sinking to the Earth. But it was so far away, but it was astonishing. In that moment, the wind picked up and I heard distant screaming. And then it was a brilliant flash of light. And then seemingly nothing. Until about 2 minutes after, a vast dome of yellowish blue electrical energy seemed to come up over the horizon like a loaf of bread being made. It approached so quickly, stopped about two blocks from my house and vanished entirely.
And then the doorbell rang, and I heard on the TV that something had just hit Barrie and was fortunately one of the smaller ones. And was probably contained by the terrain of certain valleys. My mom got the door and called my name, and I ran there and saw on my way that it was still Star Daily, but the back of the studio was missing and they were many stories above ground, and all there was behind them was a burning cityscape. Whoa.
Anyway, at the door was Carter Joron, a rather awkward looking bisexual from Almonte who wears girl's clothing. I don't even like him very much, but it was him anyway. And he said he had found a fallout shelter and demanded I come wiith him immediately. I didn't want to, I thought that if I were to die soon I'd rather stay with family... but my mom said I should go. And we fought and we fought until I was convinced to go, she said she'd be okay as long as I was, no matter what the circumstance, and that maybe - once everything was over, I would breathe her in a passing wind one day, and I'd just know it was for the better. So I went after a time, just as I did, the TV turned to static, and my sister went "Oh SHIT!"
Anyway, we arrived by black federal limo sort of vehicle to a large rock that looked like a huge eye staring at me, and Carter and I walked up and went inside, down an elevator of sorts until it stopped, we went down this musty hallway to a very heavy duty door that opened for us and we stepped in. There were maybe 20 people there, and I knew only CCartner and 2 others. My friend John was there, he nodded at me, and someone else I knew. And for my sake I'll not discclose who because I was even taken aback by it a little. Anyhow, after a talk with John and him, John said that he would stay here no matter how long - and that he was smitten with this other girl who was playing DDR in the corner. I laughed, and turned to the other. It was good to see him, it really was.
So, when everyone started doing their own thing, we went out of the room - we went down that old musty hallway and up that old dirty elevator - and back outside. Everything was still so pictaresque, green grass was waving sinuously in the breeze, the sky was pinkish red, and the sun was about to set, there was the odd yellow lightning bolt across the sky - but that just made it prettier. Within the wind, there was always the muffled sound of thunder. But it was a gentle breeze, a warm one, a gentle sound. We turned to the east, where the sky was darker, and there were already a ton of stars there... it was pretty. So we decided too just walk in that direction, so real reason. We just wanted to walk. So we did, hand in hand. Until we stopped at a pond. It was still, and all one could hear was what sounds were heard when we entered into the outside.
So we sat on a big boulder by the pond, and made little ripples, laughing at out distorted reflections in the water. And then we kissed there.
And then it happened, it came, we heard it like a jet plane. From behind, something was falling from the sky. We glanced at it, but only for a passing second. We turned back to the still surface, even though the winds were picking up, the water was still nonetheless. It reflected a relatively calm sky, and it reflected the stars and constellations to the east, and it reflected us and the falling missile behind to the west. It was like some fallen celestial being, it was Judgement.
So we held onto eachother, making ripples and giggling at all the various distortions, until the water reflected impact. It looked so pretty in the water.
And then we distorted that too, and looked at eachother and smiled.
And that was the last thing we saw. That was the last thing I saw before I woke up.
I had never remembered a dream so vividly, ever.
I need to shower.
My last cheque was $248.58, pretty god, although I signed it all off to my mom to cover her effing insurance, so I have no money for a time. She said she'll reimburse me when she gets paid. She really should because I have many plans this weekend. Otherwise, I wouldn't care so much.
My computer got attacked and killed by something while I was gone, and crashed entirely, and thus is why I am on my laptop. All of my music files, lyrics and various writings and miscellaneous things are on it and are quite possibly gone. Especially since the only way I can get Windows back on that computer is to reinstall it, which I cannot do because the CD Drive hasn't worked in a long time.
>_<
My shift yesterday quickly turned from easiest and most boring to most annoying and hellish. I ended up having to make my area clean and shiny because an inspector was coming or something. It was rather annoying. AND I WAS STARVING. Thankfully employees can be fed meals at work for free, I was just before my shift ended. Anyway, I'm working over 40 hours for the next payment, that should be around $300 or more.
Anyway...
I had a strange dream last night, which involved the end of the world due to oversized electrical explosives. Haha, how odd. Anyway, I was watching the end of the world unfolding from my back window, even though everything looked fine from where I was - there were various cameras on TV that were watching as certain areas of the wotld were vaporized. Uugh. And what was weirder was it was on Star Daily, which my sister was watching. Apparently Star Daily was the only entertainment news program that wasn't utterly destroyed by whatever.
Anyway, I kept watching out the window at the red sky, a beautiful sunset was outside my window, the trees were blowing ever so slightly, and every house seemed out of a picture book. And it happed, off in the distance I saw something slowly lobbing from the clouds, and was sinking to the Earth. But it was so far away, but it was astonishing. In that moment, the wind picked up and I heard distant screaming. And then it was a brilliant flash of light. And then seemingly nothing. Until about 2 minutes after, a vast dome of yellowish blue electrical energy seemed to come up over the horizon like a loaf of bread being made. It approached so quickly, stopped about two blocks from my house and vanished entirely.
And then the doorbell rang, and I heard on the TV that something had just hit Barrie and was fortunately one of the smaller ones. And was probably contained by the terrain of certain valleys. My mom got the door and called my name, and I ran there and saw on my way that it was still Star Daily, but the back of the studio was missing and they were many stories above ground, and all there was behind them was a burning cityscape. Whoa.
Anyway, at the door was Carter Joron, a rather awkward looking bisexual from Almonte who wears girl's clothing. I don't even like him very much, but it was him anyway. And he said he had found a fallout shelter and demanded I come wiith him immediately. I didn't want to, I thought that if I were to die soon I'd rather stay with family... but my mom said I should go. And we fought and we fought until I was convinced to go, she said she'd be okay as long as I was, no matter what the circumstance, and that maybe - once everything was over, I would breathe her in a passing wind one day, and I'd just know it was for the better. So I went after a time, just as I did, the TV turned to static, and my sister went "Oh SHIT!"
Anyway, we arrived by black federal limo sort of vehicle to a large rock that looked like a huge eye staring at me, and Carter and I walked up and went inside, down an elevator of sorts until it stopped, we went down this musty hallway to a very heavy duty door that opened for us and we stepped in. There were maybe 20 people there, and I knew only CCartner and 2 others. My friend John was there, he nodded at me, and someone else I knew. And for my sake I'll not discclose who because I was even taken aback by it a little. Anyhow, after a talk with John and him, John said that he would stay here no matter how long - and that he was smitten with this other girl who was playing DDR in the corner. I laughed, and turned to the other. It was good to see him, it really was.
So, when everyone started doing their own thing, we went out of the room - we went down that old musty hallway and up that old dirty elevator - and back outside. Everything was still so pictaresque, green grass was waving sinuously in the breeze, the sky was pinkish red, and the sun was about to set, there was the odd yellow lightning bolt across the sky - but that just made it prettier. Within the wind, there was always the muffled sound of thunder. But it was a gentle breeze, a warm one, a gentle sound. We turned to the east, where the sky was darker, and there were already a ton of stars there... it was pretty. So we decided too just walk in that direction, so real reason. We just wanted to walk. So we did, hand in hand. Until we stopped at a pond. It was still, and all one could hear was what sounds were heard when we entered into the outside.
So we sat on a big boulder by the pond, and made little ripples, laughing at out distorted reflections in the water. And then we kissed there.
And then it happened, it came, we heard it like a jet plane. From behind, something was falling from the sky. We glanced at it, but only for a passing second. We turned back to the still surface, even though the winds were picking up, the water was still nonetheless. It reflected a relatively calm sky, and it reflected the stars and constellations to the east, and it reflected us and the falling missile behind to the west. It was like some fallen celestial being, it was Judgement.
So we held onto eachother, making ripples and giggling at all the various distortions, until the water reflected impact. It looked so pretty in the water.
And then we distorted that too, and looked at eachother and smiled.
And that was the last thing we saw. That was the last thing I saw before I woke up.
I had never remembered a dream so vividly, ever.
I need to shower.