My Love/Hate Relationship with Karma
Of course, with a best friend taking their leave, I finally get a job... as a dishwasher, but, hey, it's money in the pocket AND would fit in nicely on a resume, not to mention it's a better way to spend time than to be sitting at home.
I was trained to be a dishwasher at the Thruway in Carleton Place on Thursday, and i was there since 9 this morning as well, maaaaaaaan - was it crazy. Miraculously, I was able to pull it all off.
I think I'm going to have a second shower.
Anyway, Friday was when he left - and I ended up not taking it too well, I had accepted it loooong before he left, but as I had thought of whilst writing the "Pensive" post - knowing that he's gone, now, for months - possibly years - is just a little tough to take. Some may be more immune to feeling the pain from that sort of loss, I guess I'm partly to blame for being attached to people too easily. Honestly though, I'm not totally devastated or anything - I know what lies beyond, I know I have other friends as well as others to meet. Still, though, fun times were had and good memories were made with him, specifically, and I'll miss not making more memories or having more fun with him.
Such is life, people walk in and out of it, we all have things to do, tasks to complete and places to go.
So I gots a job in the midst of that, and so my love/hate relationship with karma continues, and it won't ever end until I do, I 'spose.
Up next: boooyfriend. XD
I was trained to be a dishwasher at the Thruway in Carleton Place on Thursday, and i was there since 9 this morning as well, maaaaaaaan - was it crazy. Miraculously, I was able to pull it all off.
I think I'm going to have a second shower.
Anyway, Friday was when he left - and I ended up not taking it too well, I had accepted it loooong before he left, but as I had thought of whilst writing the "Pensive" post - knowing that he's gone, now, for months - possibly years - is just a little tough to take. Some may be more immune to feeling the pain from that sort of loss, I guess I'm partly to blame for being attached to people too easily. Honestly though, I'm not totally devastated or anything - I know what lies beyond, I know I have other friends as well as others to meet. Still, though, fun times were had and good memories were made with him, specifically, and I'll miss not making more memories or having more fun with him.
Such is life, people walk in and out of it, we all have things to do, tasks to complete and places to go.
So I gots a job in the midst of that, and so my love/hate relationship with karma continues, and it won't ever end until I do, I 'spose.
Up next: boooyfriend. XD