IM NOT GOING TO MY PROM
I can't even express how disgusted I am with my so called "friends"
they went ahead and made a table without me. like what the fuck am I nothing?
Carrie's like "I didnt know u wanted to sit with us"
is she retarded? who else was I gonna sit with? only have the school has a problem with me when I never did anything wrong to ANYONE.
so once again I am shafted. It makes me so mad because I am always considered even less than insignificant, it's like im a non-entity. no one cares at all. it makes me so sick.
I knew I doubted these ppl before but I mean really this is ridiculous.
Trinh is on the table committe and i went to her and she thought I was joking for some reason. I'm not even sure how to take that but she's like our tables full! I know full well that her "friend" from another school is taking a spot at our table. Can't he go to his own fucking prom? now im screwed over and had no one to sit with, so now I can't go.
I really wanted to. I mean I have every right to go! and I've missed out on so much
It's not fair.
Everyone and everything seems to have an issue with my existence. it's not like this was the only time. its always been like this and it bugs me cuz I know I'm great but who sees that? okay, a few people. but is that really enough? I mean cuz it makes my social life non existent when I have friends in Stouffville, downtown, Pickering, all over the states all people I cannot see.
So now I can't go to prom. And I don't want to talk to those people because they clearly think I am nothing.
People make me sick.
they went ahead and made a table without me. like what the fuck am I nothing?
Carrie's like "I didnt know u wanted to sit with us"
is she retarded? who else was I gonna sit with? only have the school has a problem with me when I never did anything wrong to ANYONE.
so once again I am shafted. It makes me so mad because I am always considered even less than insignificant, it's like im a non-entity. no one cares at all. it makes me so sick.
I knew I doubted these ppl before but I mean really this is ridiculous.
Trinh is on the table committe and i went to her and she thought I was joking for some reason. I'm not even sure how to take that but she's like our tables full! I know full well that her "friend" from another school is taking a spot at our table. Can't he go to his own fucking prom? now im screwed over and had no one to sit with, so now I can't go.
I really wanted to. I mean I have every right to go! and I've missed out on so much
It's not fair.
Everyone and everything seems to have an issue with my existence. it's not like this was the only time. its always been like this and it bugs me cuz I know I'm great but who sees that? okay, a few people. but is that really enough? I mean cuz it makes my social life non existent when I have friends in Stouffville, downtown, Pickering, all over the states all people I cannot see.
So now I can't go to prom. And I don't want to talk to those people because they clearly think I am nothing.
People make me sick.