So give me all your poison...give me all you pills..

[lost_souls_club]

I am so... so..so fed up with myself. I don't knwo anymore. I mean, I feel so useless. I mean....its directly and indirectly me. Why does miles have to matter where the hearts are involved? why does it have to take away form what is there? If it does anything to mess this up then I swear...I dun know..I can't lose her...I jsut can't...this is so stupid.. it's a cell phone... why not jsut let it be? Its one of the few ways we talk...why does longdistance on a phone have to cost? why doe sit matter? why the fuck n dI crying here alone? what the fuck can I do? I love Emily...I dun know what to do to help....I really dont.

I Love my Emily...forever and always..