Broken
Well sorry I haven't updated in awhile I just needed a short break from Livejournal. I just don't need to vent here as much as I used to but I do like typing how I feel. Well I am back now so you can hear some more of my rants and raves that I'm sure you are just so intrested in (that or you are reading out of bordem.. I don't blame you...). Well work is alright despite a few things. Oh and I refuse to train anyone cook again. It's apparent I am either to harsh, bad, or not sure what I am doing. Pablo was trained by me and now he's a great cook..though most of it is because he is a hard worker. I gaurntee though when I am the only closing cook again and pushing 45+ hours a week again they'll appreciate me...sad that's the only way they care. I won't quit though I love my job and I have been working there 7 months and I am good at what I do.. well in my own opinion. I'm not trying to put a selfpity trip on here but I get the feeling if I left that it wouldn't really affect to many people. Ah well maybe I am overreacting but after what happened last night...yeah.. I guess no one relizes when people say I suck I take it to heart and it does hurt. A joke is fine but when it is said over and over it isn't as funny anymore. If I do suck and they want someone better then I will leave.. but when the people I work with.. call my friends say I suck and I'm not needed that just wants to make me want to quit even more. Joke or not...there is a time to joke and a time to stop.. and this joke hasn't let up for a good week.. and it's all it's ever talked about when I'm there. Sorry that was just something I had to rant about.. it has been bothering and hurting me for awhile now I just never wanted to put it up in LJ because I know the people that read it. Well I'm not expecting anything to change if they read it but I would like them to consider how I feel when they put me down that much. Maybe then they can understand why I get so mad and fustrated. Well this weekend I took Richard and Aubrey (Nathan's daughter..)(Nathan: Store (RGM) Manager of our Long Johns) out to dinner and a movie. Richard actually paid for dinner and it cost $35 and that was shocking. He never really has pain for to many things. I had $50 but I knew that I would spend virtually all of it on the movies and I did. I got a large Dr. Pepper (since it was the only one where you can get a free refill..) and I grabbed it by the lid and it spilt all over my pants and the floor. I felt like such a dork and a loser at that time. Richard and Aubrey were laughing and making fun of me. Bobby (the guy who made my drink) laughed and said "so you want your refill now?". I felt so bad for getting the floor sticky and wet and they having to clean it up. We watched Mission Impossible III... and I'm sorry it was alright but overall it sucked... eh well.. it was a good night. Well I have made my daily complaints and I don't feel like updating anymore.
To all that read~
To all that read~