Sep 29, 2008 19:51
So I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. I have come to the conclusion that I don't miss Sean. I miss the things that we used to do together. Like the trips that we would go on, the restaurants that we would eat at , the Shriner's, his family and that kind of stuff. But I know that I can do most of that without him. Yah, it'll cost me more money, haha, but I can do it if I really want that. But I know that I don't need that stuff to make me happy. Just cuddling with Drew talking about random things, or watching t.v. is what I like. I love the fact that he gets along great with my mom and step-dad. I don't feel the need to hide anything from him. I can tell him exactly how I am feeling and I know that he will talk to me about it, f he finds it necessary. I like the fact that I can breathe in a deep breath and he thinks that something is wrong so he asks me. He can tell by the look on my face when something is bothering me. And if there is something he does his best to try and fix it right away.
I find myself thinking of Drew once a day, and that thought lasts all day long. I love it. He makes me feel so loved and welcome. I know that things are going to be hard at times, but honestly I think that he could be 'The One'. I know it seems kind of early. Because we've only been dating 3 weeks, but once you know....you know. I feel great with him. I feel better with him than I did with Sean. My motto: Good things fall apart so better things can fall together. And right now it is absolutely true. I Love Drew and I want to be with him until forever ends.
Enough about boys....I stopped in and saw my friend Ally today. Wow, I miss that girl so incredibly much. I don't know why but it seems like we hang-out a lot, and then out of the blue we stop talking and hanging-out. I mean, we have matching tattoos but since then we have hardly done anything together. We've goe to Cedar Point and that's really about it. Oh yah, and her Open House the day before Cedar Point. lol. Anyways, I have determined that I love that girl and need her in my life. I plan on spending a lot of time with her, she needs it now. Boys sucks...and she knows this. But she's better than him and now I just need her to know that. She can do ten times better, but you can't help you fall in love with...