to forget or not to forget?
Have you ver hated someone and loved them at the same exact time? That's exactly how I feel. But the thing is, I don't want to love him anymore. I have fallen in love with someone else who I want things to work out with. I love him and his son. I know that someday I will stop loving the boy and let myself completely fall for Drew, but its too hard to let my heart be left on my sleeve like that. I don't know if I am even making sense, but it feels good just to get it all out of my head on somewhere else. I really want things with Drew to be complete and true. I want to be his and only his and have him be mine and only mine. Blah!!!!
I don't know what I am going to do. I have to talk to him about it. Hopefully he's up for the long haul....I don't want to settle for anything less.
I don't know what I am going to do. I have to talk to him about it. Hopefully he's up for the long haul....I don't want to settle for anything less.