there was this one time...
so lately things have been pretty amazing. i've had a wonderful time with a certain person. and i can't wait to spend more time with him.
tomorrow is my boy's birthday. i'm excited...haha, he's in for a treat. it's going to be a funny day. tomorrow is also the day that i will be getting the results back from the surgery, i'm really nervous about it. but someone once told me that it was a good thing to be nervous that way if something bad happened, i would be prepared. so thank-you.
i have to admit that i was really nervous about today. going out to a new place to eat, Benihanas, with a close family, was nerve racking. but i have to admit, it was amazing. i had a lot of fun, the food was great and there were really no akward moments at all. it feels good to be welcomed into a family. tony's family didn't want me in there, but we dealt with that...my family really wants nothing to do with me, and at first sean's parents didn't either, but now i practically live at his house. we've spent everyday together for the past week and a half or so.
have you ever felt beyond amazed in your life? i can't even begin to explain, there are seriously no words to explain how i feel. amazing, perfect, great, happy...nothing compares to how i feel. it feels like i am floating around, not really here, just floating, its a beautiful thing.
i ripped my incision open again, this time working. it really sucks. there is a hole in the bottom of it, and it hurts like a bitch. that is where the pain medicine comes in handy. the disolve stitches are supposed to be all gone by now, but the one that was not ripped out is still left, the DR will probably be pretty pissed off about that tomorrow, oh well, nothing i can do about it now.
anyways, i am going to get going. too much going on...
tomorrow is my boy's birthday. i'm excited...haha, he's in for a treat. it's going to be a funny day. tomorrow is also the day that i will be getting the results back from the surgery, i'm really nervous about it. but someone once told me that it was a good thing to be nervous that way if something bad happened, i would be prepared. so thank-you.
i have to admit that i was really nervous about today. going out to a new place to eat, Benihanas, with a close family, was nerve racking. but i have to admit, it was amazing. i had a lot of fun, the food was great and there were really no akward moments at all. it feels good to be welcomed into a family. tony's family didn't want me in there, but we dealt with that...my family really wants nothing to do with me, and at first sean's parents didn't either, but now i practically live at his house. we've spent everyday together for the past week and a half or so.
have you ever felt beyond amazed in your life? i can't even begin to explain, there are seriously no words to explain how i feel. amazing, perfect, great, happy...nothing compares to how i feel. it feels like i am floating around, not really here, just floating, its a beautiful thing.
i ripped my incision open again, this time working. it really sucks. there is a hole in the bottom of it, and it hurts like a bitch. that is where the pain medicine comes in handy. the disolve stitches are supposed to be all gone by now, but the one that was not ripped out is still left, the DR will probably be pretty pissed off about that tomorrow, oh well, nothing i can do about it now.
anyways, i am going to get going. too much going on...