Nov 10, 2006 15:11
so i know what hope feels like. and i love that feeling. but i never knew that a glimpse of it would hurt. seeing somethingthat u want so bad, but u aren't able to reach. it really sucks. especially when u know that's all u want and need. i want that hope back. i want to be happy.
i'm done dealing with people 's shit. it seems as though i need someone close to me right now more than ever, everyone is farther away from me than ever before. someone told me that i was being selfish, but who wouldn't be if u knew that u had a lump in your breast and now because of it, u need to have part of ur breast removed. awesome.
i'm so lucky to have such great friends. hahahahah. no.
god i hate my life. take me out of it. please?