I hate myself *damn sexual angst*

[lost_sloth]

I dont know what my malfunction is. Do i have too high standards, a lack of gaydar, no selfconfidence, a life? I just dont know. I think i just really need to reevaluate my whole life. I need to find out what the hell i want, what i need and how i need to get it. I have very dibilitating features such as the lack of a gaydar, and my unhealthy

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[_so_and_so_]

there's alot more clarity when it's written down, and not muttered over the sound of typing on the other end of a phone. :] It's ok sloth
::big debilitating hug:: it's good that you didn't go out with matt, maybe in some way this is your subconcious telling you to wait for "mr/mrs right" to come along or even "mr right for right now" when it comes, and it's right, it will be natural and you won't even have to think about the switching of gears and whatnot, because you will just be so happy you have them, and they will feel the same way. I don't know this from first hand experience, because my mind is always working 3x faster than anythign else, and i become all panic ridden, and press the big red eject button. So the moral of that little uneeded story, is don't be like me. Just put on your big boy panties, and face the world as a confident multisexual boy who's looking to be loved. ::whispers:: if you do it, they will come! if you do it they will come!

Note: i apologize for this comment, i do not know all of the material in it b/c it is 9 in the morning..zzzzzzzzz...

[lost_pinecone7]

When your ready you'll know and the need you have it definitely a natural one. I can't really say anything else without repeating myself from yesterday but thanks for going out with me instead!

thank you

[lost_sloth]

to all my lovely lovers, i thee for thine support. I think i was just freaking out an now i feel like a major queen frolicing about and being way too dramatic. But your support is musch loved and appreciated. *frolic*