I've been trying to make today good...

Apr 18, 2005 11:30

... but it just wont work. Ther are so many things bogging me down. First, and formost is my depressing lovelife, or lack therof. Im am in need of some serious attention. Then is school. Im slacking off a lot, and if i dont pull math up, i wont make the deans list again. Then, as some of you might know, its april: gay pride month. And PRIDE, unccs gay straight allianceis holding a gay field day saturday. I donrt know if i want to go. If i do, then that a a concious to be gay, around gay people, and essentially pronounce to the world that im gay. And i just dont tink im ready for that. Work and other things like the Miles situation is also just more things to get me angry, depressed, or any other wrist-slitifable emotions i can concieve. God help us everyone.

Ps: Joslyn, i know exactly how you feel.
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