Are You Mine? (Part 7/10)

Mar 17, 2012 23:38

Pairing: Akame, Jin/OC, Kamepi (one-sided), Ryoda
Rating: Pg-15
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I wish I did, but no, I don’t own them.
Summary: Because Jin only wanted to please his parents and make them happy, he got married, but he still kept his relationship with his lover, Kazuya...without them knowing anything about it.
(Part 1) ( Part 2 ) ( Part 3 ) ( Part 4 ) ( Part 5 )( Part 6 )


Part 7

Jin ended up going to Ryo’s and Yamapi’s bar. None of his friends were there. He sat by the bar and ordered a drink.

After an hour of drinking, Jin laid his head on the counter, holding up his drink. The bartender suggested giving Jin water, but Jin demanded for more alcohol. Then, he felt someone patting his back. He glanced to his side. It was Ryo.

“My best friend!” Jin loudly exclaimed.

He stood up and gave Ryo a big, tight hug. Ryo frowned, trying to push Jin away. After a couple of minutes, Jin released him.

“Hi Jin,” Ryo cautiously said, eyeing his drunken friend.
“What’s going on?” Tatsuya appeared by Ryo’s side.
“Tat-chan!” Jin grinned.
Ryo took Jin’s drink, “I think you had enough.”
Jin rolled his eyes.
“Did something happen?” Tatsuya asked.
“You’d never guess!” Jin loudly said.
“What?” Ryo frowned.
“You’d never guess!” Jin repeated with the same drunken enthusiasm.
“Just say it,” Tatsuya replied, not expecting it to be too serious.
“Saori’s pregnant!” Jin exclaimed.

Ryo and Tatsuya looked at Jin in shock, while Jin bobbed his head up and down. He pointed at his friends and grinned.

“My exact reaction!”
“She…she…she….” Ryo was at a loss for words.
“Did you tell anyone else?” Tatsuya asked.
Jin firmly shook his head, “No.”
“….She…she…she….”
“You know what you need to do, Jin,” Tatsuya said.
“I’m scared, Tat-chan,” Jin gulped.
“…..She…she…she….”
“Snap out of it, Ryo!” Tatsuya yelled.

Ryo blinked at him, while Jin broke down. He started rambling on how he’s scared to tell Kazuya. Tatsuya sighed and turned to Ryo.

“I’m going to take Jin home.”
Ryo nodded, “It…It’ll be fine, Jin.”

Jin pouted as Tatsuya led him out of the bar.

***

Jin’s head was pounding in pain when he woke up. Everything was hurting. His mind and his heart. He felt guilty for walking out on Saori. It wasn’t her fault for their current situation. Jin sighed and slowly got out of the bed. He walked out of the bedroom, already knowing where Saori was by the sweet scent that filled their apartment.

“….Morning…” Jin muttered, sitting by the table.
Saori faintly smiled, “Good morning.”
“I’m sorry about yesterday,” Jin gulped.

Saori turned and placed a plate full of food in font of Jin. She sighed and sat next to him.

“It’s fine. I expected your reaction.”
“It’s just that I’m scared,” Jin replied.
“And you think I’m not?” Saori asked, “You have no idea, Jin-kun.”
Jin sadly smiled, “So we’re really having a baby?”
Saori nodded, “But I hope we’ll be ok….”
“I hope we will too.”

Jin sighed and looked at Saori’s tummy. He knew what he had to do next, but he was dreading it.

***

Jin didn’t know how Kazuya will take the news. A part of him didn’t want to tell him at all, but he knew what he needed to do. He was nervous, very nervous, but he couldn’t prolong the news.

They were sitting on Kazuya’s couch, silently. Kazuya looked at his boyfriend, confused, waiting for the other to say something. He cleared his throat, trying to remind Jin that he was still there.

“I need to tell you something.”
Kazuya anxiously smiled, “You already said that.”
“Well, I think we should sit down.”
“We already are,” Kazuya said, taking Jin’s hands into his, “Is everything ok? You’re scaring me.”
“Everything ok,” Jin replied, biting his lips, “You know Saori…”
“Yes, Jin, I know your wife,” Kazuya answered.
“She’s pregnant.”
“Oh…” Kazuya frowned, “Oh….”

He gently moved his hands off Jin’s. He turned away, feeling his eyes begin to water. He started rubbing his eyes, refusing any tears to fall. His heart tightened as Jin’s words become clearer. Jin touched his shoulder for a second before Kazuya quickly stood up.

“I-I’m fine.”
Jin stood up as well, “Kazuya…”

Kazuya turned towards him. He clutched his fists, full of determination, and forced a smile on his face. His eyes continued to water, though.

“I-I’m fine! S-see! I’m smiling!”

His voice was shaky and forced. Kazuya gulped and brushed away the tears from his eyes. Then, Jin embraced him. Kazuya stood still as if he was frozen to the ground.

“I love you, Kazuya.”

He held back the tears, refusing to let Jin see him cry.

“Please don’t forget that.”

Kazuya didn’t say anything. All the words disappeared from his mind. Jin slowly stepped back and bit his lips. He tried to touch Kazuya’s cheek, but the younger one turned away.

“I....I’ll come back after work, ok?”

Kazuya let Jin kiss him on the cheek before he left. As Jin closed the door, Kazuya was still rooted to the same spot. He felt terrible, but he knew it was the right thing to tell him.

***

When Jin walked into his office, Tatsuya was already there. His friend looked at him, expecting Jin to say something.

“I told him.”
Tatsuya’s eyes widened, “H-how did he take it?”
“He started to cry, Tatsuya,” Jin gulped, “He barely said anything afterwards….”
Tatsuya sighed and closed his eyes.
“I feel horrible,” Jin said, “I don’t know what to do, Tatsuya.”
“Me neither,” Tatsuya replied.
“It’s not like I planned this,” Jin said, “I have no idea what to do.”
“You’re going to have a baby, Jin,” Tatsuya sighed.
“I’m scared,” Jin swallowed hard.
“So are Saori and Kazuya, I’m sure,” Tatsuya replied.
“What’s going to happen?” Jin looked at his friend.
“I don’t know, Jin,” Tatsuya sighed, “I don’t know….”

***

Yamapi slowly opened the door. He walked in and saw Kazuya curled up in a ball, sitting on the couch. The younger one was silently crying, he didn’t notice Yamapi’s presence at all. Yamapi’s heart dropped at the state Kazuya was in.

“Kazuya?”

Kazuya looked up. He quickly brushed away the tears from his puffy, red eyes and weakly smiled.

“T-Tomo-chan.”
Yampi sighed, “I guess Jin told you…”

Kazuya bit his lips and gave Yamapi a short nod. Yamapi walked over and sat next to him. Kazuya collapsed in his arms, seeking comfort. Yamapi gulped and patted his back.

“It’ll be ok, Kazuya,” Yamapi said.
“It hurts so much, Tomo….” Kazuya cried, “S-so much….”
“I know,” Yamapi muttered.

Kazuya slowly pulled away from Yamapi. He rubbed the tears away and breathed.

“Everyone will help,” Yamapi said, “We’ll help you get through this.”
“Thank you, Tomo,” Kazuya quietly replied.
“We all care about you,” Yamapi assured him, “I…I care about you.”

Kazuya sadly smiled at him. Their eyes locked. Yamapi slowly reached up and pushed a few of Kazuya’s strand of hair behind his ear.

“I love you, Kazuya.”

***

A/N- Now I hope everyone understands why I considered dropping this awhile back >___< I’m starting to feel like I should have *pouts* Was it right to continue? I don’t know anymore…. But I’ll finish it >__<

I’ve been listening to Planetarium all day… I think it’s starting to affect me >__<

akame, are you mine

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