Oct 27, 2005 15:07
I haven't posted ever since hella long ago, and I'm just informin' all the people that if they did check it lol... Well I'm doing okay, I guess better than I had been for a longgg time, it kinda feels good to be out on my own away from everyone I know. It feels funny to be not seeing the familiar faces, or living in my trailer park any more away from everyone I know..
Everyone.
Every single being.
My best friend.
My other friends.
My teachers.
My ex.
My friends outside of school.
Even my mom (( but I'm not upset about that!))
Everyone.
And it has never felt better, now only if Emilee were here!! That would make my life, but I'm okay with it, she's doing her own things, and I've got a few good friends, Gil, Elom, Justin, Amber, Amber, Lovely, Leah, Arturo, Markos, Ryan, Christie, Herlinda.. everyone here is great!! They're funny, though they can never replace my other friends, and it feels good to be single.. I don't think I want to date any one any wayz.. it's too much trouble to deal with and I don't honestly feel like looking after everyone else on top of my issues, I've got a low enough self esteem as it is, one more response of shnit of not taking care of them even though I put everyones needs ahead of mine.. it was bull shnit.. but I liked it.. something I'll be happy about.. but as of then.. since I broke up.. dating has been, ew, and a total turnoff, I just like I unno being me, without complications and honestly, oo dating someone is complicated..
And Tha's all fer meh, ferever! Laterz forever
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