Jun 04, 2006 00:25
At least that's what it looks like with my forearms stretched infront of me while my hands and fingers dance across the keyboard.
I feel like just getting things off my chest since I can't seem to find the time or place or peacefulnes to do so anymore.
College Girl.
That's what I am now and the first year went well, I can't believe it went but it did and now I'm approaching my second year, my first full time job and so much more. Thank Goodness I've met one fantastic person at school, he's so genuine, a definte potential best guy friend for me to keep always.
Heart Break.
I can't say I'm completely heart broken but I'm sure there is a fracture there. i did meet a boy, a new one, whom I found absolutely charming in his strange boyish ways but I did however had to let him go and continue to grow and mature since I felt that we were not as compaticble as I thought. Sometimes I cry...
Tears.
I cry or at least feel myself crying inside, for the strangest things. I get sad for a list too long to say but I do. I think I'll be a great mom when the day comes. I can't wait to give my children their own place to grow and play and discover themselves as individuals because that's what we all need...to discover ourselves with guidance from others.
i can't think anymore, well my fingers can't.
g'night.