"don't look so angry"
Hate updating, killed my over journal with over 800 entry's cus of how emo and bitter I sound. I hate not knowing the mind set of others around me, and it breaks my heart when they turn out to be other then what you thought they were. I hate being the nice guy, there are reasons why they are so few. Hate having to hold back my emotions, for the benefit of others. I'm open with everyone, but the few that at the very least show me the same respect never do. And so there we are, posting to a glowing screen like the old days, venting because I don't want to drink.