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I'm feeling rather spaced out. Just went to the ER and they told me that I do have a minor concussion but that I should just watch it and it will get better in the next week or so. No heavy workouts. Guhh. But it's fine and under control.
I went to church today and it went well. I attended the mission trip meeting for the first time. The service ended around 11, so Tedd and I took a walk around the green until the 11:45 meeting. It was nice and warm out. I wish Tony had been there too. I miss him so incredibly much. SYF might organize a concert and I'm really excited! We're planning it now, so if it actually happens, it will go down in the spring.
My mom is now claiming that she is too busy to take me to the interview at Holy Cross tomorrow. I don't know what to think about that. "Oh, we'll postpone it, Charlotte. I've got a paper to write." NO. You're going to have papers to write for this entire year. That's not going to stop. You're ALWAYS going to be busy. This is her excuse for EVERYTHING when it comes to me. Somehow, she has time for everything else. She can visit her boyfriend whenever she wants. She can work at the high school and get randomly recruited to go on numerous field trips and it's fine. But if I need her help, it's always a big deal and it's always put off. I absolutely hate talking like this and complaining so I'm sorry but I feel like my mom thinks it's okay to break promises to me, but not to anyone else. I still love her and she's definitely a great mom but it gets to me sometimes.
Oh well, history homework awaits.
C'est la vie.
I went to church today and it went well. I attended the mission trip meeting for the first time. The service ended around 11, so Tedd and I took a walk around the green until the 11:45 meeting. It was nice and warm out. I wish Tony had been there too. I miss him so incredibly much. SYF might organize a concert and I'm really excited! We're planning it now, so if it actually happens, it will go down in the spring.
My mom is now claiming that she is too busy to take me to the interview at Holy Cross tomorrow. I don't know what to think about that. "Oh, we'll postpone it, Charlotte. I've got a paper to write." NO. You're going to have papers to write for this entire year. That's not going to stop. You're ALWAYS going to be busy. This is her excuse for EVERYTHING when it comes to me. Somehow, she has time for everything else. She can visit her boyfriend whenever she wants. She can work at the high school and get randomly recruited to go on numerous field trips and it's fine. But if I need her help, it's always a big deal and it's always put off. I absolutely hate talking like this and complaining so I'm sorry but I feel like my mom thinks it's okay to break promises to me, but not to anyone else. I still love her and she's definitely a great mom but it gets to me sometimes.
Oh well, history homework awaits.
C'est la vie.