Jan 21, 1980 10:30
James,
Indeed I can understand that this is a war. What I cannot understand is your pushing me away like this. The entire British wizarding world is doing it, and I expect that's because of my physical condition, which I cannot help. But my lycanthropy has never kept my three best friends apart from me--until now. I feel the loss acutely, and the loss of you most keenly, James.
If this has anything to do with what happened between us as boys, I wish you'd air your thoughts on that now. I feel as though time is short and we'd better say what we've got to say while we still can.
I'm terribly worried for you and Lily. Have you got a secret keeper? Are you sure of him? Please believe me when I say I'd do anything for you. Would it be better if I came home? Say the word; I shall ask D. for reassignment and come home at once.
Please don't keep silent any longer. I cannot bear it. Your letter left me shaking with something I can scarcely name.
Remus