there is tar covering my mouth..
its okay cause im still breathing...
so...
much...
has been...
happpeningg...
im sorry for not updating.
i went on strike from myspsace, aim, livejournal, facebook, and all of the bull shit that it comes with for a week.
and i don't know if im back.
but just for tonight perhapss.
this week is pretty blurry.
it was mostly work.
and a hair cut.
and text messages.
all im losing is meee...
my semester starts soon.
and i feel like i need it.
what i need more than that is my car.
and for my life to get back on track.
i got a haircut thursday after work.
its short.
i haven't decided if i like it yet...
maybe you will?
i can see.
which is alright i guess.
except the lights in shoprite were really bright.
cause i wasn't used to it.
and then today i went to work.
and then i went to caroli's.
and we hung out and then we went to the galleria.
and we met some people.
then after going through the mall we went back to caroli's and watched clerks 2.
which was funny.
it was caroli, leah, meaghan, ashley and heather.
it was cool i guess.
i had fun.
steven called me and i didn't go out with him for once.
he actually called me too.
thats diffrent.
anyway i should get my car back in the next few days.
i have to deliver in the morning.
and my mom is coming with me cause she dosen't trust me with her car.
and that should be fun i guess.
she can take a step into my life.
idk i don't have much to say.
life is good i guess..
its been way better but its alright for now.
nicotene, and alcohol do help a lot.
weed would too.
if i had the money.
which i do.
maybe ill get a dub.
maybe...
ill try to update soon.
if i don't go on strike again.
i didn't go on strike because i wanted too.
its just too hard to think about everything people are telling me.
if im on aim everyone im's me.
and if im not people forget about me which is what i kinda want.
my real friends and the people that care about me will text me or call.
i know that for a fact.
and i really do appreciate them.
because they keep me sane.
and they keep me from doing something stupid.
i love you.
goodnight.
<3....
so...
much...
has been...
happpeningg...
im sorry for not updating.
i went on strike from myspsace, aim, livejournal, facebook, and all of the bull shit that it comes with for a week.
and i don't know if im back.
but just for tonight perhapss.
this week is pretty blurry.
it was mostly work.
and a hair cut.
and text messages.
all im losing is meee...
my semester starts soon.
and i feel like i need it.
what i need more than that is my car.
and for my life to get back on track.
i got a haircut thursday after work.
its short.
i haven't decided if i like it yet...
maybe you will?
i can see.
which is alright i guess.
except the lights in shoprite were really bright.
cause i wasn't used to it.
and then today i went to work.
and then i went to caroli's.
and we hung out and then we went to the galleria.
and we met some people.
then after going through the mall we went back to caroli's and watched clerks 2.
which was funny.
it was caroli, leah, meaghan, ashley and heather.
it was cool i guess.
i had fun.
steven called me and i didn't go out with him for once.
he actually called me too.
thats diffrent.
anyway i should get my car back in the next few days.
i have to deliver in the morning.
and my mom is coming with me cause she dosen't trust me with her car.
and that should be fun i guess.
she can take a step into my life.
idk i don't have much to say.
life is good i guess..
its been way better but its alright for now.
nicotene, and alcohol do help a lot.
weed would too.
if i had the money.
which i do.
maybe ill get a dub.
maybe...
ill try to update soon.
if i don't go on strike again.
i didn't go on strike because i wanted too.
its just too hard to think about everything people are telling me.
if im on aim everyone im's me.
and if im not people forget about me which is what i kinda want.
my real friends and the people that care about me will text me or call.
i know that for a fact.
and i really do appreciate them.
because they keep me sane.
and they keep me from doing something stupid.
i love you.
goodnight.
<3....