i swear there angels talking back to me...
please don't leave me here tonight....
i need you here i need you in my life.......
but your gone and your never coming back again...
the last few nights have been crazy.
one day mad dudes were on shrooms.
and we smoked in the woods and talked about niggers.
then we ended up at julias.
and then me and brett smoked.
then we slept and smoked at 6 am.
then the next day zootis came over.
and we smoked with westley.
and he made me throw up everywhere.
mac and cheese.
i have to go clean that up.
then yesteraday.
dentist.
stevens.
zoots and we played wii madden 07 was hardcore.
then we went to eat at applebees with victoria, courtney, and julia, and brett, steven and me.
then we went to horns and watched baseketball.
and then let me finish by saying i hate gas stations.
especially when all you want is one dutch.
and those motherfuckers won't accept your college id.
but in two days all that jazz wont make a difference.
anyway.
after our failed dutch runs.
we found a two week old game that was already opened from when we got caught drinking with cwall girls.
and steven doctored the shit out of it.
and we smoked two mini L's.
then we were wrecked trying to watch cat and the hat.
and we couldn't do it.
we ate mad food and passed out.
we were so wrecked.
then we woke up this morning.
and we cleaned the basement for my party.
its sick.
there is a tent.
heaters.
the beer pong table.
and mad other shit.
later were going to get balls,lysol, helmets, funnels,and everything else.
and were making a fluff tent.
it has mad blankets and 3 matresses.
its gonna be insane.
anywayyy.
tonight were just gonna chill cause its caroli's birthday.
and then tommorrow is rest day.
and sunday is my birthday.
were gonna start pregaming at 1.
with the jets game.
and smoke a few L's.
pregame somemore.
until everyone gets here.
and then get fucked up until the next morning.
i really only want to spend this day with one person.
who doesn't want to spend it with me.
she is gonna be with someone else.
and she probably won't even make me a card.
or call me on my birthday.
and she won't be there to ring in the new year like she was last year.
and she is falling in love with me.
and in a month from now she is gonna look back on our year.
and say that was a mistake why did i even stay with him.
and she will be right.
i was a terrible boyfriend.
i treated her like shit at times.
i yelled a lot.
and i was a dick.
and im really sorry.
i deserve this.
but i do feel i deserved another chance.
but some other people felt i didn't so whatever.
your always on my mind.
and i will love you forever even if you don't love me back.
and if you don't believe me.
just remember who cried at your bedside for an entire life when you couldn't even remember who i was..
but your gone and your never coming back againn...........
i need you here i need you in my life.......
but your gone and your never coming back again...
the last few nights have been crazy.
one day mad dudes were on shrooms.
and we smoked in the woods and talked about niggers.
then we ended up at julias.
and then me and brett smoked.
then we slept and smoked at 6 am.
then the next day zootis came over.
and we smoked with westley.
and he made me throw up everywhere.
mac and cheese.
i have to go clean that up.
then yesteraday.
dentist.
stevens.
zoots and we played wii madden 07 was hardcore.
then we went to eat at applebees with victoria, courtney, and julia, and brett, steven and me.
then we went to horns and watched baseketball.
and then let me finish by saying i hate gas stations.
especially when all you want is one dutch.
and those motherfuckers won't accept your college id.
but in two days all that jazz wont make a difference.
anyway.
after our failed dutch runs.
we found a two week old game that was already opened from when we got caught drinking with cwall girls.
and steven doctored the shit out of it.
and we smoked two mini L's.
then we were wrecked trying to watch cat and the hat.
and we couldn't do it.
we ate mad food and passed out.
we were so wrecked.
then we woke up this morning.
and we cleaned the basement for my party.
its sick.
there is a tent.
heaters.
the beer pong table.
and mad other shit.
later were going to get balls,lysol, helmets, funnels,and everything else.
and were making a fluff tent.
it has mad blankets and 3 matresses.
its gonna be insane.
anywayyy.
tonight were just gonna chill cause its caroli's birthday.
and then tommorrow is rest day.
and sunday is my birthday.
were gonna start pregaming at 1.
with the jets game.
and smoke a few L's.
pregame somemore.
until everyone gets here.
and then get fucked up until the next morning.
i really only want to spend this day with one person.
who doesn't want to spend it with me.
she is gonna be with someone else.
and she probably won't even make me a card.
or call me on my birthday.
and she won't be there to ring in the new year like she was last year.
and she is falling in love with me.
and in a month from now she is gonna look back on our year.
and say that was a mistake why did i even stay with him.
and she will be right.
i was a terrible boyfriend.
i treated her like shit at times.
i yelled a lot.
and i was a dick.
and im really sorry.
i deserve this.
but i do feel i deserved another chance.
but some other people felt i didn't so whatever.
your always on my mind.
and i will love you forever even if you don't love me back.
and if you don't believe me.
just remember who cried at your bedside for an entire life when you couldn't even remember who i was..
but your gone and your never coming back againn...........