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Jan 31, 2006 18:08

I rarely feel in moods like I do now.

I miss IB a lot. I miss being actually challenged and not sitting in class with people who don't care, and the only reason they're taking a class is because it has honors labeled on it. I signed up for those classes because I WANT to learn. I want to be able to say why the Declaration was written, I want to know how the body works. I could care less if its an honors or AP class, I want to learn so that I can go on and feel accomplished. In a weird sense, I actually miss some of the work from last year, mostly APMEH because I'm a dork like that. I come home and I'm so bored because I've done everything. And I'm scared that when I get to college that I won't be prepared. I miss the actual intellectual discussions; I miss arguing with people about silly problems on the homework. I know some might find me crazy, but you really never know what you had until its gone.

I really miss the people there too. I feel like I don't fit in at Valley. Slowly I'm making new friends but its nothing like IB.
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