Being home, not so bad rly. Not yet.
Let's see...Thursday morning braces. Sucked. Hanging out with my mom was okay though, and then catching up with Sarah is almost always fun. She and Dan are adorable and he's older and more mature and it doesn't make me jealous for once, just gives me hope. Though she treats him very poorly sometimes and it makes me sad. The night was terrible though. Talking to Alex was a terrible idea and I couldn't go to sleep because my mouth hurt. Catching up with Mikey was nice though. I have to visit him.
Friday...slept. ALL day. Lovely lovely. Elan's party was interesting. It was cool to see him and Evan and co again, and great catching up with Rebecca. I just never really thought I would be at a party with Elan though, but it was entertaining. I MUST get a free pizza from Stew. Then driving around and finding Encinitas is death at night, getting pulled over and drunk-checked by sketch cops, making mexican hot chocolate at my house and trying to caramelize cinnamon sugar was really fun. Oh Rebecca, fire, and me. The perfect Menage-a-trois (sp?).
Saturday...shopping with my dad. Fun! Tiring. Still can't really eat. Hanging out with Cami was AMAZING. Making obscene things out of bread, lingerie shopping, target, twilight mocking, hsm jizz-pantsing....didn't really think about anything dramatic all day, and even thinking of it now it's not bad. Kinda. I just miss him, but it doesn't weigh on me every minute like the Zach thing did when that happened. Now I'm sitting staring at my beautiful tree and lights, watching my dad string fake cranberries. All is well. Sohini/Meesh's holiday party tonight. Looking forward to it in an odd way. Talking to harrison is also lovely. I really should visit him. Soccer in Utah snow...fantastic. Followed by spades by a fire place :)
Friday...slept. ALL day. Lovely lovely. Elan's party was interesting. It was cool to see him and Evan and co again, and great catching up with Rebecca. I just never really thought I would be at a party with Elan though, but it was entertaining. I MUST get a free pizza from Stew. Then driving around and finding Encinitas is death at night, getting pulled over and drunk-checked by sketch cops, making mexican hot chocolate at my house and trying to caramelize cinnamon sugar was really fun. Oh Rebecca, fire, and me. The perfect Menage-a-trois (sp?).
Saturday...shopping with my dad. Fun! Tiring. Still can't really eat. Hanging out with Cami was AMAZING. Making obscene things out of bread, lingerie shopping, target, twilight mocking, hsm jizz-pantsing....didn't really think about anything dramatic all day, and even thinking of it now it's not bad. Kinda. I just miss him, but it doesn't weigh on me every minute like the Zach thing did when that happened. Now I'm sitting staring at my beautiful tree and lights, watching my dad string fake cranberries. All is well. Sohini/Meesh's holiday party tonight. Looking forward to it in an odd way. Talking to harrison is also lovely. I really should visit him. Soccer in Utah snow...fantastic. Followed by spades by a fire place :)