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Soo..now I'm confused.
1) Zach texted me. That never happens. I discovered it about 2 hours after actually receiving it. Apparently he had gone through his fair videos that we took and they were classic. At this point, I wonder why he was going through them, and why he decided to tell me about it. So I said yes they were, and I wished he could have sent the bb king one to me but then again I was there. And he said it was too long and i said at least he could send videos at all because my phone is retarded and snobby and wont send its videos to anyone. So then he thanked me for going with him...again. I thought we were done with the awkward thank yous a month ago. and I thanked him for having the idea. Then he had some "I'm trynig to be witty" response about thanking the people who asked bbking to play in the first place. Then I said yeah, but it was his idea to go because i wouldnt have thought of it. So he thanked me for going with him again. As if I could turn it down. And he would have been fine without me anyway. Then he goes and tells me he didn't think anyone else he could have gone with would have appreciated it as much as him. I just sent a smiliey face. I wanted to ask more, ask what spurred this trip down memory lane, ask what he thought of the you are my sunshine 1234, but I didn't. I didn't know what to say or think. I refuse to read into it. Though a lot of me still wants to. Like..seriously?
2) Talking to the donkey was once again very good. I need to come up with a more flattering nickname. This wound up being one of the conversations we've been leading up to all along,but I unfortunately couldn't save it. Basically we were talking about relationships and every time it came down to "damn it why are we so alike." which turned into "why are you leaving" a bunch of times. Then him talkin about how he wants a girl, now all he needs is a who. And I said that's his problem, because no girl wants to be the girl who fulfills that. They want to be the one all along...they want him to want THEM, not anyone. So I told him I had 2-3 "whos". He wanted me to tell him. I didn't. Then he admitted he had a list as well. I asked him to tell me because if I knew them I could help. He wouldn't tell. Eventually I got him to cave on one, and I got him to make hang out plans with her. I was proud of him but at the same time I was like "damn..not me." Then he admitted that I would be on his list if I wasn't going away. I told him he would be on my list if he hadn't just crossed himself out. I told him I hated college for scratching out chances and making other people make things awkward just because its their "last chance". He said he hoped he hadnt just done that. I told him he hadn't at all. So now I just want to know how high on the list I'd be....and whether the list was jsut cool potentials, or people he actually likes. Who knows. But the boy makes me happy. I hope his medication doesn't change him. Then he tried to get me to tell him my list. I said it was pointless because one he didn't know, and the other two were impossible. He said nothing was impossible. But when the other two are him and Zach...yeah. Impossible is something.
1) Zach texted me. That never happens. I discovered it about 2 hours after actually receiving it. Apparently he had gone through his fair videos that we took and they were classic. At this point, I wonder why he was going through them, and why he decided to tell me about it. So I said yes they were, and I wished he could have sent the bb king one to me but then again I was there. And he said it was too long and i said at least he could send videos at all because my phone is retarded and snobby and wont send its videos to anyone. So then he thanked me for going with him...again. I thought we were done with the awkward thank yous a month ago. and I thanked him for having the idea. Then he had some "I'm trynig to be witty" response about thanking the people who asked bbking to play in the first place. Then I said yeah, but it was his idea to go because i wouldnt have thought of it. So he thanked me for going with him again. As if I could turn it down. And he would have been fine without me anyway. Then he goes and tells me he didn't think anyone else he could have gone with would have appreciated it as much as him. I just sent a smiliey face. I wanted to ask more, ask what spurred this trip down memory lane, ask what he thought of the you are my sunshine 1234, but I didn't. I didn't know what to say or think. I refuse to read into it. Though a lot of me still wants to. Like..seriously?
2) Talking to the donkey was once again very good. I need to come up with a more flattering nickname. This wound up being one of the conversations we've been leading up to all along,but I unfortunately couldn't save it. Basically we were talking about relationships and every time it came down to "damn it why are we so alike." which turned into "why are you leaving" a bunch of times. Then him talkin about how he wants a girl, now all he needs is a who. And I said that's his problem, because no girl wants to be the girl who fulfills that. They want to be the one all along...they want him to want THEM, not anyone. So I told him I had 2-3 "whos". He wanted me to tell him. I didn't. Then he admitted he had a list as well. I asked him to tell me because if I knew them I could help. He wouldn't tell. Eventually I got him to cave on one, and I got him to make hang out plans with her. I was proud of him but at the same time I was like "damn..not me." Then he admitted that I would be on his list if I wasn't going away. I told him he would be on my list if he hadn't just crossed himself out. I told him I hated college for scratching out chances and making other people make things awkward just because its their "last chance". He said he hoped he hadnt just done that. I told him he hadn't at all. So now I just want to know how high on the list I'd be....and whether the list was jsut cool potentials, or people he actually likes. Who knows. But the boy makes me happy. I hope his medication doesn't change him. Then he tried to get me to tell him my list. I said it was pointless because one he didn't know, and the other two were impossible. He said nothing was impossible. But when the other two are him and Zach...yeah. Impossible is something.