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So yea, im reading this book of kristina's "why mean love bitches"
B/c i took a quiz in it.. and apparently im TOO nice to the guys who treat me badly.. and if i wana make shit work with a guy, at least a guy like brody, i gotta be a bitch and not be needy ... so basically.. the only thing i love to dooo in a relationship. i cant. b/c im a fuckin hopless romantic.. that loves being in relationships and when im in one i love to do w/e i can for them.. b/c im just like thta.. and it always bitessss me in the ass b/c apparentlly guys dont like it. and when i think about it... i was a bitch to brody the wk he asked me out.. i was tlkng to another guy.. didnt barely call him,... and when i did i made it short n sweet.. and kept my distance. and now i got him.. :-\.. idk.. w/e.. i guess im too into him.. and i hate it more than ANYTHINGGGGG!! i really do.. i wish i didnt like him so much.. i wished i liked him as much as he likes me wich is only enough to be with me and say he loves me.. but yet he feels he can be just friends w/me w/o ne probs. b/c i cant do that.. i like him to much to be JUST FRIENDs. so yea... BITCH hereee i come lol. idk...

im not even going to complain about shit.. b/ci do it too much

so bye