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Oct 13, 2005 19:24

[Verse 1]
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that i want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
that you love me, yeah
Cause I already know.

[Verse 2]
What would you do (what would you do)
If my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If i took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I Love You

(just saying I love you, saying I love you)
More than words
(just saying I love you, saying I love you)

[Verse 3]
Now that I've tried to (now that I've tried to)
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is
Close your eyes and just reach out your hand
And touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words
Is all i ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me, yeah
Cause i already know

(just saying I love you, saying I love you)
More than words
[repeat till fade]

im beginning to give up on trying. i mean i look at the best n try my hardest.. and it sumtimes works. me and brody have been fine. but more and more i think about it... and when i think back to my dreams.. ive kinda rethought how good we'vebeen.

he blew me off today. why? idk. its not that big of a deal b/c its like the 391741304783 time hes done it. it just hurts more n more when we make plans and he leaves me hanging... doesnt call or answer my calls. how am i suppose to feel about that except that he doesnt care too much. i dont care that i dont get to see him today. i just wish he would've had the decency to call me. instead of not. i just know that if it were to be sumone with weed... he wouldve called ASAP. b/c thats how shit is. thats more important.. and the more i think about it. the more i debate whether or not i wnt to be with me and keep these feelings i alredy have (which r already horribly out of control).. or just be friends,.. and be hurt for a while but then i wouldnt feel so low. but i wouldnt be happy. damn.. i think brody confuses me more than nick does.. and at least with nick i could talk to him about shit... brody doesnt even have the time to listen. :-\....

:( i hate myself for letting me get to the place that i told myself id never get again.. caring about someone sooo much like i did for nick. but the diff. w/nick and brody.. is that brody doesnt need me, or at least he wont let me be there for him, so i dont feel like im needed.. im just there...

ughh.. w/e im complaining too much. fuck it all.!
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