I dunno what to do...
SHIT shit shit shit shit....Man I fucked up royally....I think I might have lost my Luv for good...how could i have done something like that...for once I actually did something wrong.....i feel like shit...I dunno what to do...should I just leave my Luv alone and give some time to cool off....or should i be persistant and make my Luv realize that i didnt want to do what i did and it only happend cause I was drunk and that My Luv is the only one that i want...what do I do???.....I hate this.....I feel so bad...even though I shouldnt cause we are supposed to be just friends and that entitles me to do whatever I want and My Luv should not get mad.....But even though we say we are "just friends"...the way we talk and act wit eachother shows that its more then that...and especially the way we look at eachother and just are totally happy when we are around each other.....well at least I am....I know that i can never be any happier then i am when I am with My Luv...so how could i do what i did.....AW I FEEL SO DUMB....i wish i could take it all back....that all i wanna do