Keeping in mind, the way that it felt when the most I could do was just blame myself.
So... everything was going so well until today. I was having a great week. Actually... today was really awesome until mid-morning. That doesn't matter, what does matter is that I miss him so much, he probably doesn't even think about me anymore unless he see's one of my friends, or me. I don't understand why I didn't force him to talk to me the first two times I saw him in the mall. Whatever, it doesn't matter anymore, he lives father away than Christina's boyfriend. Fuck it. I guess I want to do this survey. I stole it from Josh's Myspace. thanks Josh. Hah.
[+] I've consumed alcohol
[-] I've run away from home
[-] Sold drugs
[+] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[-] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb
[+] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up
[-] I am for Bush
[+] I listen to political music
[-] I collect comic books
[+] I shut others out when I'm depressed
[-] I open up to others easily
[+] I am keeping a secret from the world
[-] I watch the new(fuck that propaganda)
[+] I own over 5 rap CDs
[+] I own an iPod or MP3
[+] I own something from Hot Topic
[+] I love Disney movies
[+eyes] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[+] I don't kill bugs(Bad fuckin' karma)
[+] I curse regularly
[+] I paid for that cell phone ring
[-] I am a sports fanatic
[-] I have "x"s in my screen name
[-] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation
[-] I love Spam
[+] I cook well
[-] Been in a threesome
[+] I own something from Abercrombie
[-] I have a job
[-] I love Martha Stewart
[+] Are or have been in a gang/club
[+] I am in love
[+] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[++++] I am self-conscious
[++] I like to laugh
[------] I smoke a pack a day
[+] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower
[+] I loved Go Ask Alice
[-] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[-] I can't swallow pills
[+] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem
[-] I eat fast food weekly
[+] I have many scars
[+] I've been out of this country
[+] I believe in ghosts
[+] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
[+] I am really ticklish
[+] I love white chocolate
[-] I bite my nails
[+] I am comfortable with being me
[+] I play video games
[-] I'm in a relationship
[+]I've gotten lost in my own city
[+] I've seen a shooting star
[+] Been to any other countries besides the United States
[+] I've had a serious surgery(many)
[+] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[-] I have kissed a stranger
[-] Hugged a stranger... but I saw Kristen do it once Haha.
[+] Been in a fist fight
[+] Been arrested
[+] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[+] Made out in an elevator
[+] Swore at your parent(s)
[+] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[+] Been close to love
[+] Been to a casino
[-] Been skydiving
[-] Broken a bone
[+] Skipped school
[+] Flashed someone
[+] Saw a therapist
[?] Done the splits
[+] Played spin the bottle
[+] Gotten stitches
[-] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[+] Bitten someone
[+] Gotten the chicken pox
[+] Kissed a member of the same sex
[+] Crashed into a friend's car
[-] Been to Japan
[+] Ridden in a taxi
[+] Shoplifted
[-] Been fired
[-] Stole something from your job
[+] Gone on a blind date
[+] Lied to a friend
[+] Had a crush on a teacher
[-] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
[+] Been to Europe
[-] Slept with a co-worker
[-] Been married
[-] Gotten divorced
[-] Had children
[+] Saw someone dying
[-] Been to Africa
[+] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[-] Been to Canada
[-] Been to Mexico
[+] Been on a plane
[+] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[+] Thrown up in a bar
[-] Had a one-night stand
[+] Eaten sushi
[+] Been snowboarding
[+] Been Skiing
[+] Met someone in person from the Internet
[+] Been to a motocross show
[-] Lost a child
[-] Gone to college
[-] Graduated college
[+] Done hard drugs
[+] Taken painkillers
[+/-] Given a lapdance
[+] Had someone cheat on you
[-] Cheated on someone
[+++++]Miss someone right now