Life is so confusing..
Um I finally came to realize what my heart really wants, I'm going to stop bothering people for attention and start working at my jobs with 100% towards it and nothing more. I still work at Wreck for the mean time but I'm going to work at Easy Listening also. I have a few songs lined up for what I'm going to sing, calm and easy listening songs to start off with since I'm new and I don't want my new boss upset with me. Then later on maybe some flirty kind of music maybe that will help? I guess I need some tips from Obi-san since he worked there. But knowing me I'm to shy to go up and ask a person a simple question.
Which reminds me that I need to tell that person I really like them more then a friend, finally it's someone I really like and not just want something for attention. The person is so beautiful in every way, I'm just to shy to randomly go up to them and tell them how I feel. I know for a fact they are upset about something and I wish I could help, but I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm a winner at a loosing game.
So what should I do? I need some advice from friends..