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I'm not sure what to do anymore, it's hard. I've been working hard and everything. And I see everyone having so much fun with others, I feel so left out. Not really having many friends around here except for Deedee, he's so sweet and a nice person towards me and I'm glad I kinda have one person at work that gets along with me.
I wish I could find someone who would find me as a interesting friend, or even more. I'm feeling so lonely, I really don't want to give up this job it pays really well and it pays my bills so I don't know what to do..I'm just getting all depressed..I wonder if there is anything to do with this..