May 08, 2006 18:00
It’s the end of the year. My head and heart are screaming, full of uncertainty and worry. I feel like I shouldn’t be upset or terrified and that I will not succeed if I don’t have confidence. But it is scary. I say I like change and its good. But change is horrible if the future is blurry. For the first time in my life I have no clue what I will do or if I can find the path. My thoughts are stuck on one thought. I try not to think and fail. I am leaving the details of my “thought” out of my journal because it’s over and I’m sick of thinking and there is nothing I can do.
On a more positive note after 4 years of school I am done and I have 3.0 to boot. I have been having a lot of fun hiking outside. I’m spending time outside a lot because im trying to get in shape and I like hiking so the combination is perfect. As usual I have tons more I could talk about but I want to enjoy this nice weather and the amazing Alice so another time.