Sep 17, 2004 22:34
Okay, so life has gotten even worse! And I'm dealing with it, but I hate it. Taylor doesn't really flirt back with me anymore, cuz he's afraid that Kyle is mad at him. And Kyle is mad at Taylor and doesn't want Taylor flirting with me, so basically everything is at a pause now with both of them and I'm getting ready to just give up on everything!
I went to the Mountain View football game tonight, and saw Bill, and Eric )I didn't say anything to Eric though(, and Eddie! Oh and Julie, but I see her at school all the time! So it was fun, but then kyle gets this Text message from some girl, that I think he secretly likes but he's in denial about it, and instead of hanging out with me and listening to me talk, he decides to text message her back, and I got bothered by it cuz I can't even talk to Luke on the phone when he's around cuz he gets pissed! So he asked what was wrong, and I told him, and then he said sorry, and I said it was okay... and then he was getting ready to leave my house, and he opens the door to get in his car, and I start to walk to my house, and then I turned around and said "Tell ******* I say hi" those *'s are substituting her name! hehe! And he thought that was the meanest thing ever! Honestly, guys, was that mean? I don't think it was, but I could be wrong, cuz I was still bothered by it! idk, what do you think?
So I got my grades today, I have one B, two A's, and three C's... I'm really dissapointed and I'm so hard on myself for it, I'm pissing myself off, and on top of that stress, my parents are making me drive EVERYWHERE...cool, right? NO! I have to buy gas, cuz we drive the car that's only half mine, they yell at me for EVERY mistake a make... it's crazy!
LUke, I sent you a homemade birthday card, did you get it? I was gonna send it so you got it on your birthday, but then I had trouble getting a stamp, and I don't know what day it actually went out in the mail, and ya, OH! and don't be afraid to call me... Even if someone gets mad, it's worth hearing your voice for those couple minutes! I love you!
Well, that's all! I'll update soon hopefully! Whenever I get time... Homework is a Biotch! I love you guys! XoXo! Bye! AND YOU BETTER COMMENT!