...what now?...
Okay... so life still sucks... no one has any classes with me... Here's my schedule...
1-World history--Malone
2-Geometry--Ackerly
3-Orchestra--Hodge
4-Physics--Myers
5-Spanish 2-- Rohrer
6-English 10--Gongora
And to make it all worse.. I have lunch one! Everyone else has lunch 2 and it sucks! So far only Andrew and matt have lunch one... kyle and Ryan have lunch 2 and I'm totally bummed! This year is gonna suck! and I don't have Luke to hang out with... and now I'm in a bad mood, cuz my classes suck and my lunch sucks... but I did have a good night last night... me and Kyle just sat on the trampoline and looked at the stars and talked for awhile... I love him!
So I've been on a diet... not cuz I'm fat, just to not get more weight or anything and maybe lose a pound or two... but I'm not supposed to sit around and snack on food all day... and I was doing really good, I've been on it for about a week now... but yesterday I snacked a lot, but I skipped lunch so it's okay! lol I suck at giving up food... oh well, I think I'm doing a good job so far!
Lately I've been constantly going into a daze and just wondering where my life is going?... Nothing seems right anymore, I give up so much just to gain not as much, and I'm constantly wondering if I should give up stuff and maybe the not as much stuff is more beneficial than the more stuff... and idk, I'm just scared, I don't want to grow up, and I don't want my friends to leave me, and they're all gonna be so much more successful than me, and I keep feeling like I have friends who I can talk to and stuff... but do I have friends who are my true friends and are gonna be with me through everything? I always knew Luke would be... but now he's gone! Now a lot of my friends don't have classes with me or lunch so are we still gonna be friends through that? I'm just afraid to find out that the people who were my friends aren't gonna be my friends anymore... I hope all of you guys stay my friends! I think I should also put out more effort to keep friendships and stuff... I haven't called hardly anyone this summer... so I guess people could be saying the same stuff about me... but I promise I do love all of you guys, and I will always be there for you guys! I'm sorry I haven't kept in touch... but hopefully we'll all still be best friends! I can't wait to see all you guys when school starts... and maybe before then! We need to do one last summer thing! I love you guys! XoXo!
Hugs & Kisses,
Chantal!
1-World history--Malone
2-Geometry--Ackerly
3-Orchestra--Hodge
4-Physics--Myers
5-Spanish 2-- Rohrer
6-English 10--Gongora
And to make it all worse.. I have lunch one! Everyone else has lunch 2 and it sucks! So far only Andrew and matt have lunch one... kyle and Ryan have lunch 2 and I'm totally bummed! This year is gonna suck! and I don't have Luke to hang out with... and now I'm in a bad mood, cuz my classes suck and my lunch sucks... but I did have a good night last night... me and Kyle just sat on the trampoline and looked at the stars and talked for awhile... I love him!
So I've been on a diet... not cuz I'm fat, just to not get more weight or anything and maybe lose a pound or two... but I'm not supposed to sit around and snack on food all day... and I was doing really good, I've been on it for about a week now... but yesterday I snacked a lot, but I skipped lunch so it's okay! lol I suck at giving up food... oh well, I think I'm doing a good job so far!
Lately I've been constantly going into a daze and just wondering where my life is going?... Nothing seems right anymore, I give up so much just to gain not as much, and I'm constantly wondering if I should give up stuff and maybe the not as much stuff is more beneficial than the more stuff... and idk, I'm just scared, I don't want to grow up, and I don't want my friends to leave me, and they're all gonna be so much more successful than me, and I keep feeling like I have friends who I can talk to and stuff... but do I have friends who are my true friends and are gonna be with me through everything? I always knew Luke would be... but now he's gone! Now a lot of my friends don't have classes with me or lunch so are we still gonna be friends through that? I'm just afraid to find out that the people who were my friends aren't gonna be my friends anymore... I hope all of you guys stay my friends! I think I should also put out more effort to keep friendships and stuff... I haven't called hardly anyone this summer... so I guess people could be saying the same stuff about me... but I promise I do love all of you guys, and I will always be there for you guys! I'm sorry I haven't kept in touch... but hopefully we'll all still be best friends! I can't wait to see all you guys when school starts... and maybe before then! We need to do one last summer thing! I love you guys! XoXo!
Hugs & Kisses,
Chantal!