Cloudiness
((Private))
My mind feels... clouded and confused. I figured out the reason for why I've been feeling so weird lately, but its all just so strange to me. Something just feels weird but right. I don't understand it.
This is my first crush. I realized that not to long after that moment in the park with Kiba-kun. I have no idea what I'm doing. I don't know where to go from here or how this will affect our work or if things will get better or worse between Kiba-kun and me. I wish someone could tell me what's going on, what to do. I just feel so... muddled. Like my mind isn't working properly anymore.
I'm not making any sense to myself. I really can't seem to grasp this properly.
I think father's going to completely disown me when he finds out. With all of the paparazzi and Hana-san he's bound to find out soon. He already barely speaks to me for my choice in music, I don't think he'll be ok once he finds out about this. He has his reasons for how he behaves but I still don't look forward to that day.
Hopefully all of this will become clearer as things go along. I need it to become clearer because right now I have no idea what's going on.
((/Private))
Hana-san I need to talk to you as soon as you are able to. Can we meet somewhere, please?
{H}inata--> {♦}