why should i care. . .
so this lil dilema happend like 3 days ago, but uhh turns out after i spilled my feelings for *him* the day he was hanging out with me, as soon as i get home my friend jessie which used to live here but moved to the states to go join the military she had always seen the guy i liked around everywhere i think she knew that i liked him, but n e ways she tells me on myspace that shes datin some guy from patch where i live. i was like oh really. and so i went to the skye* the guy i like* site and i saw that his thing said in a relationship and that jessie was number 1 on his top 8 and i was like haha thats hilarious, because she was number 4 now she magically made her way to 1. so i was like wtf, and then skye sends me a message sayin yeah i know this is hard to hear but im going out with jessie, and i was like yeah i kinda figured it out. and i was like omfg soab *son of a bitch* and i was like w/e. i was pissed because not only did he not tell me but, he was flirtin with me like crazy while going out with her. and thats just fucked up. im not mad at jessie for doing that because i think she deserves it because she used to go through guys like crazy and i think she was only tryin to find the right guy, which she never did and now she did i suppose. the only reason why i think they're dumb, is because she lives in the states, he lives here in germany, and shes gonna visit one last time in aug. and then thats it, and they're gonna rush into things, basically they're both just gonna get hurt, but hey whatevers its all good, but i was able to talk to yari bout this and she made things so much better talkin to her made me feel a whole lot better. =] but yeah im outtie