she crys herself to sleep at night. . .

[lost_lonli_star]

she sat there sad and alone
wondering why she couldn't be loved
she sat there in her dark corner
cryin a stream of tears
she lay her wrist down and cut away
as her problems flowed out with her blood
she didn't understand what was goin on around her
just figured thats what was meant to be
she watched as he her love loved another
she envyed the girl that he loved
as he put his arms around this girl that was not her
she hid behind her make up
as she wished she was that girl
she wished so much to be in his arms that
she wanted nothing more
all she wanted was to be loved
and no one could offer it to her
she sat there sad and alone
wondering why she couldn't be loved
she sat there in a ball as she rocked
back and forth and cryed until she could
spare no more tears
what was she to do
how could she be happy
how would she find her true love
she had no idea
she lay her wrist beside her
took out her knife once again
and one last time she slit her wrist
except it was the last time she would ever
slit her wrist as her blood dripped from her veins
for she had reached her goal
and she had finally realized
she was never to be loved