my very exciting days
damn im starting to fall back on this just dont have any time anymore i get up go to therapy come home go out come back like late so ya im not doing anything so far so i decided to write hmm so where did i leave off?? o yah emilys grave yah we went there and i hung out with brian dammit ya know im working on this whole sobriety thing cuz apparently im an alcoholic and im only a week of sobriety and ive been in that place for 3 weeks i dont know if its really helping and i think i dont need to be there for that i know i went to the hospital and all for it but i mean i can drink and control my self wwhen its beer so all i really have to do is cut back on the hard alcohol yes? hm anyways not much else thats been goin on well there is one thing my mom picked me up one day and i found out im going to hawaii! ur thinking its a good thing huh? i dont really wanna go first of all im afraid of flying EXSPECIALLY over water so yah and 2nd im going with my family and my aunt that i stayed with all them my cuzs n shit so yah when im there me and kymmay and nick are sharing a room and hm guess wuts gunna happen the whole time? im gunna end up alone cuz there gunna do all there shit and go off and ill be stuck how fun for me right? haha no! so im gunna ask if i can bring someone too! i should be able to kymmay is although nick is part of the family so yah hmm other than that ive not really done anything well go out with some ppl sometimes but mostly just stay here color hula hoop and smoke so thats all mainly if something really happens ill let ya know but right now im going to take a shower so yah until next time PECE OUT