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hey u guyz. my day wuz goin fyne,untill i got home n got on tha fone wit skyler. thingz started off kinda weird,n slow,since we didnt talk all day yestaday,n we fought tha nyte b4 that. but then tha conversation started ta get betta,n he wuz talkin about how he'z guna read mah journal since we hardly talk anymore,n he wantz to kno wut i've been up to. so i started complainin,n tellin him not to read it,cuz he used ta read it everyday,but then he stopped cuz i didnt update as much as i started out to. but then i started keepin up agen,n he hardly read it,so i wuz lyke o now u wana read it,well u cant. n he'z lyke why,n im lyke cuz i sed so. so anyway,he ended up readin it, which we both knew wuz guna happen. n im yellin at him to read it in order,cuz i hate wen ppl skip around,or read backwurdz,bcuz say i say sumthin in 1 entry,n then u have to wait tha next day to see tha resultz...ur jus guna see tha resultz b4 u even see wut i wrote b4,if u read it bakwurdz. so afta messin wit me n gettin me frustrated fuh a good 10mins., he finally startz readin in order. so he read tha entry i wrote about bein scared that i wuz pregnant,n then he read tha wun wen i sed i got mah period. n i cud tell wen he got to that entry becuz all of a sudden hiz whole mood n voice changed. he started yellin at me. lyke really YELLIN at me. sumthin he neva duz. n i wuz so confused at 1st,n then he wuz lyke "u found out u got it,n u didnt even tell me?! thatz sumthin u shud tell me immediately afta u fynd out. n i had to wait till i read it in ur journal? u think itz ok for u to feel relieved,n jus have me still stressin? thatz all u do...think about urself." i wuz lyke so shocked. cuz i didnt kno he'd b so0o pissed about it. tha reason i didnt tell him tha day i got it,iz cuz we were fightin n den i 4got to bring it up. n then i didnt tell him yestaday cuz we didnt talk to eachotha all day. so i wuz plannin on tellin him today,but then he ended up readin mah journal b4 i got to tell him. i expected him to feel relieved n happy. but he wuz heated. n i can undastand why he'd be,but i didnt think it wud bother him that much,cuz he seemed worried n caring in tha beginning,but then it seemed lyke he chylled out,n calmed down about it. so i wuznt expectin him to b pissed at me wen i decided to tell him. ahhh i feel so bad. i told him sorry and everything,but he jus sed wutever,n got off tha fone so he cud go to tha basketball court...prolly to relieve stress frum me. (lol). but on tha real..i feel really bad now,n im really sorry fuh not tellin him sooner...or even frum mah own mouth. but i guess i jus have to see wut happenz later,since he duznt wana talk to me ryte now. well thas it fuh now yall. hope everywunz havin a betta day than i am. n if u read dis sky,i jus wana say...IM REALLY SORRY BABI. alright well im out. <3
I LoVe sKyLeR <3333
I LoVe sKyLeR <3333