WOW!!!!!! FiRST ENTRY iN 8 YRZ!
itz been 8 yearz since i've written on this thing! i dunt even kno if i still kno how to use this thing correctly lol. i cant believe all the stuff i used to write about lol. young & dumb. but those were definitely the dayz & i will never replace them for anything. so much has gone on in my life since then. but at this point, i feel like im back where i left off smh. i dont even kno if anyone even comes on or writes anymore, but i feel like i mite start again jus for the hell of it, cuz i've had a lot on my mind lately. i dont expect any feedback cuz i doubt any1z reading this. & i'd prefer if people i actually kno dont find this either cuz i dunt feel like explaining myself & my true feelings. i rather jus continue to fake how i feel inside & jus keep acting like everything's okay....