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Um I wrote out a nice, long, well-thought-out entry
and then my server crashed and i lost it.
So now i'm a little annoyed,
but not really; because it's winter break, and life isn't too bad.
Anyway, the bottom line of what I wrote is that I have always expected to grow up and magically transform into someone different. And now I'm realizing that I've always been the way I am now, and nothing will ever be drastically different about me. Unless I get a nose job or something, but still...You know how every time your birthday rolls around, you're another year older but you feel exactly the same? It's like that. Maybe I should have had this all figured out years ago, but I'm kind of slow.
On another note, I've also begun to see what an amazing person my little sister is. I'm so incredibly proud of her and so jealous of her. At the same time, she drives me insane and I can't stand her. But we get along much better than we used to. It's just hard to watch her getting older.
I haven't posted on here in a while...I wonder if anyone will even read this. If you do, I hope you had/are having a wonderful holiday. I'll probably post some stupid end of 2005 entry before the new year, but we'll see!
and then my server crashed and i lost it.
So now i'm a little annoyed,
but not really; because it's winter break, and life isn't too bad.
Anyway, the bottom line of what I wrote is that I have always expected to grow up and magically transform into someone different. And now I'm realizing that I've always been the way I am now, and nothing will ever be drastically different about me. Unless I get a nose job or something, but still...You know how every time your birthday rolls around, you're another year older but you feel exactly the same? It's like that. Maybe I should have had this all figured out years ago, but I'm kind of slow.
On another note, I've also begun to see what an amazing person my little sister is. I'm so incredibly proud of her and so jealous of her. At the same time, she drives me insane and I can't stand her. But we get along much better than we used to. It's just hard to watch her getting older.
I haven't posted on here in a while...I wonder if anyone will even read this. If you do, I hope you had/are having a wonderful holiday. I'll probably post some stupid end of 2005 entry before the new year, but we'll see!