This Day Freakin Sucks
I feel so ungrateful by saying that, but it's true. I know I'm going to freakin bomb the anatomy final and I can't work up enough motivation to do my report on genital herpes. This is so freakin Gay, I swear to Gosh.
I just got back from the mall, my mom spent an unusual amount of money on me for clothes... hrmmm...I don't know how to feel about that. I'm such a horrible daughter, I really don't deserve them. I was gonna get this pink "Jesus is my homeboy" shirt, but it showed my belly and I'm trying to get away from that look, so I bought a pink shirt that says "pink is the new black" and then a "Doors" shirt that I think I'm going to take back for another shirt because I don't really listen to the doors anymore so by wearing that shirt I'd feel kinda dumb, I bought it just cause the whole singer laying on the stage look was kinda emo. LOL. j/p, that is the reason I bought it, but not cuz it looked emo, it just looked cool, and that's not a reason to buy a band shirt... so I think I'll take it back tomorrow after school without my mom knowing because she picked it out and I don't want her to get offended.
I think the only reason I say this day sucks is because Dan hasn't called me back and I have this eary feeling he's not going to call me. It's hard when you miss someone and have them not miss you... kinda like Chris and Richard...
I need to get off this addiction. Coffee, cigs and pepsi... this is so not healthy, I'm gonns turn into a cocaine addict! lol. well, that's actually not very funny...I denno... I need a shower.... any suggestions anyone has for forgetting about someone you love and doesn't love you back... God I miss those blue eyes.
I just got back from the mall, my mom spent an unusual amount of money on me for clothes... hrmmm...I don't know how to feel about that. I'm such a horrible daughter, I really don't deserve them. I was gonna get this pink "Jesus is my homeboy" shirt, but it showed my belly and I'm trying to get away from that look, so I bought a pink shirt that says "pink is the new black" and then a "Doors" shirt that I think I'm going to take back for another shirt because I don't really listen to the doors anymore so by wearing that shirt I'd feel kinda dumb, I bought it just cause the whole singer laying on the stage look was kinda emo. LOL. j/p, that is the reason I bought it, but not cuz it looked emo, it just looked cool, and that's not a reason to buy a band shirt... so I think I'll take it back tomorrow after school without my mom knowing because she picked it out and I don't want her to get offended.
I think the only reason I say this day sucks is because Dan hasn't called me back and I have this eary feeling he's not going to call me. It's hard when you miss someone and have them not miss you... kinda like Chris and Richard...
I need to get off this addiction. Coffee, cigs and pepsi... this is so not healthy, I'm gonns turn into a cocaine addict! lol. well, that's actually not very funny...I denno... I need a shower.... any suggestions anyone has for forgetting about someone you love and doesn't love you back... God I miss those blue eyes.