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its been a long time, i never
ever come to the little world of lj anymore....but today i was bored,
looked at ppls journals *stalker much* and was reminded of the days i
just blah blah blahed about random events in my little teenage life.
so, here i am people....i dont think anyone evens reads this, its
werid. i mean its flattering to have people read your lj, but when they
say they know how your weekend went and you dont even talk to
them...now thats just werid. sooo i took my lj address off my msn
profile, i dont think ill put it back on for the simple reason of....i
just dont want to....so hello to anyone who is reading this, leave a
comment so i know someone gives a rat's ass about whats going on in
shawnananan's life, although i dont want people thinking im all
depressed and complaing, so if you have that point of view, kindly get
the fuck out of here, write your own journal and judge that...*clears
throat* NOW LETS GET ON WITH IT....
well....lets start with family shall we? okk, so we got jason living back home because he sold his house because he's moving to vancouver to go to the university of b.c. and i dont mind having him home, he treats me well and tells kyle to shutup alot which comes in handy. when i first heard he was moving to b.c., i pretty much was fighting back tears, i was so sad....i still am, and he hasnt even left yet. as my mom says, he hates being away from home for a long time *were kinda a close family<3* so i have a feeling ill still be able to talk to him alot....i was going to (this summer) go with him for the drive, then stay with him and we were going to go surfing *like HELLO, MY DREAM* and id take a plane home before school.....BUT all the sudden the stick went back into my parents bumbums and they changed their minds....so, im looking at next year to visit him in vancouver.
ONTO THE NEXT BROTHER
brandon....well, most people dont know i have a middle brother, for the simple reason that he lives in t.o. with his g/f, is in university and gets involved with al this crazy shit downtown (good like comminuty stuff) and never really talks to us. he changed when he left home to travel the world when he was like 19? 20? anyways, so yah..ive gone down to see him a couple of times to go shopping in kensington with him and...yeah, thats about it...i dont even know if hes coming up for my birthday this weekend
AND THE LAST ONE
kyle....well, see kyle dropped out of college, got fired from subway, and doesnt really have a job....and see, hes a asshole but i still love him
mommy and daddy......ugh
Next Topic : ME : ) / : (
ok....well, with me, nothing has really changed, im on some pills for the skin...working amazing....i got a bitch of side effects (ive lost my appetite actually....i find i really dont like eating and find i get sick alot from it....im very emo about everything, find myself upset and crying for no apparent reason and i just feel pretty miserable unless im with alex and were not in a fight, in which we are right now so i feel nothing but hurt, angry and sad..but..i still can be happy easily, definetly not emo around ppl because thats gay) but w/e, i seem to have gained weight....fucking disgusting...(my fault though) and i actually relized today how much ive changed, like not just over the last year, but even the last months. just my outlook and stuff, i cant explain it cuz its the inner inner inner me that i only see....but, i have changed... for the good
i got a sexy black, crocheted bikini top that i love.....alot
im in summer school....omg.....word of advice DONT FAIL COURSES....summer school is a little bitch, its 5 1/2 of w/e your there for....me im in for academic math, i met some people..so im not alone, im getting ok even though its been 3 days.....im passing, thats all i care about
my birthday is this weekend....i really actually dont care about it, in fact i wish i didnt have it at all
me and alex will be 9 months on the 13th....i love him alot
ok, well...thats i feel like writing, right now ill probably go...iuno, w.e bye
well....lets start with family shall we? okk, so we got jason living back home because he sold his house because he's moving to vancouver to go to the university of b.c. and i dont mind having him home, he treats me well and tells kyle to shutup alot which comes in handy. when i first heard he was moving to b.c., i pretty much was fighting back tears, i was so sad....i still am, and he hasnt even left yet. as my mom says, he hates being away from home for a long time *were kinda a close family<3* so i have a feeling ill still be able to talk to him alot....i was going to (this summer) go with him for the drive, then stay with him and we were going to go surfing *like HELLO, MY DREAM* and id take a plane home before school.....BUT all the sudden the stick went back into my parents bumbums and they changed their minds....so, im looking at next year to visit him in vancouver.
ONTO THE NEXT BROTHER
brandon....well, most people dont know i have a middle brother, for the simple reason that he lives in t.o. with his g/f, is in university and gets involved with al this crazy shit downtown (good like comminuty stuff) and never really talks to us. he changed when he left home to travel the world when he was like 19? 20? anyways, so yah..ive gone down to see him a couple of times to go shopping in kensington with him and...yeah, thats about it...i dont even know if hes coming up for my birthday this weekend
AND THE LAST ONE
kyle....well, see kyle dropped out of college, got fired from subway, and doesnt really have a job....and see, hes a asshole but i still love him
mommy and daddy......ugh
Next Topic : ME : ) / : (
ok....well, with me, nothing has really changed, im on some pills for the skin...working amazing....i got a bitch of side effects (ive lost my appetite actually....i find i really dont like eating and find i get sick alot from it....im very emo about everything, find myself upset and crying for no apparent reason and i just feel pretty miserable unless im with alex and were not in a fight, in which we are right now so i feel nothing but hurt, angry and sad..but..i still can be happy easily, definetly not emo around ppl because thats gay) but w/e, i seem to have gained weight....fucking disgusting...(my fault though) and i actually relized today how much ive changed, like not just over the last year, but even the last months. just my outlook and stuff, i cant explain it cuz its the inner inner inner me that i only see....but, i have changed... for the good
i got a sexy black, crocheted bikini top that i love.....alot
im in summer school....omg.....word of advice DONT FAIL COURSES....summer school is a little bitch, its 5 1/2 of w/e your there for....me im in for academic math, i met some people..so im not alone, im getting ok even though its been 3 days.....im passing, thats all i care about
my birthday is this weekend....i really actually dont care about it, in fact i wish i didnt have it at all
me and alex will be 9 months on the 13th....i love him alot
ok, well...thats i feel like writing, right now ill probably go...iuno, w.e bye